Nikis Pov
aah..everythings moving too fast i dont know what to do anymore...
i close the bathroom door, and slide down onto the ground.
I look at my wrists, scars still fresh..
"whys life like this?" i mumble to myself. only if i could get her back. only if i was never like that in the first place.
ugh im such an idiot. why would i hurt her in the first place?
i touch my scars and wince at the pain, it hurts, but i feels good.
Suddenly, theres a sharp pain in my chest.
I let out a sigh, if this was the end then id be happy, leaving this dreadful life.
Who knew love was this powerful?
I manage to get back up, i look at myself in the mirror and mess up my hair abit.
Just then, my eyes catch the bath.
cold water...
cold water...
That's it.
I began filling up the bath with cold water
Cold to the touch. Its perfect
The bath filled up to the top.
i let out a sigh, then step in to the water.
its freezing cold, i shiver but still go in.
The taps still flowing.
I slowly let my self submerge into the cold water
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𝐓𝐎𝐗𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 || 𝐍𝐈-𝐊𝐈 𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄𝐍
Fanfiction"This is all your fault!" TW!! - blood, suicide, seductive activity, deaths
