anticipated

39 & 40

In a filled of followers, tae rested his head on his best friend's lap as both of them stared at the clouds passing above them.
The evening sun was at its peak to fade away.

When taehyung reached his parents' house one month ago he found his best friend helping his grandmother in the field.  He remembered how he cried his heart out in the arms of his best friend.

His parents welcomed him with warm hugs and kisses all over his face.  Taehyung slowly started to come back to his real self with his crazy crackhead best friend beside him all the time to make him laugh at weird things. 

But at all times he couldn't just forget about Jungkook.  He felt something hard poking his chest every time he remembered the alpha crying on his knees when he rejected him. 

Taehyung sighed as his mother told them to come inside and have dinner.  The darkness has already painted the sky black. 

The dinner finished with taehyung laughing at his parent's silly memories of Jimin when he was little.  The younger omega whined as everyone laughed at the dining table.

Taehyung and Jimin did the dishes with Jimin whining about how his hands were cute not small. 

In short, tae was leaving a life of laughter and joy with his all dears beside him to support him. 

But not everyone gets the pleasure of family after having a heartbreak,  not everyone has a home or a safe hiding place to go to and jungkook is one of those lucky people.

Jungkook threw the bottle of wine on the corner where a pile of bottles lay crashed into each other creating a mountain of broken glasses just like Jungkook's heavy heart. 

Jungkook rubbed his hands on his blood-stained paints. As he stands up on his trembling legs, he walks on the ground piled up with dirty clothes and broken food trays. 

He managed to go near his bedroom door with his shaking legs.  He opened the door and Jin rushed inside with a few maids carrying food trays. Jin grabbed Jungkook's arm he was shaking in his place glaring holes at the unknown people. 

Maids hurriedly placed the food on the messy table next to Jungkook's bed and fled away as fast as they could.

Jin made Jungkook sit on the bed near the food. Jungkook was about to throw his hands at the plate like always and Jin grabbed it before he could break another piece of plate. 

"how long are you going to stay without eating kook?  You can't just do that. You can't survive on alcohol."

Jin's statement made Jungkook chuckle., 
"Don't worry I am not going to die no matter what,  so go to Namjoon and tell him to not send you here every fucking hour.  I don't need food."

"jungkook just some peace of food want heart-"

"I said nooo,  I would come out alive even after not eating a whole year so please just get out of here. I am drunk Jin.  I don't want to say something to you that I will regret later"

Jin walked out of the smelly room and as soon as he closed the door he met the three alphas outside looking at him with hope but all crashed down when they heard the familiar voices of glass breaking into pieces.

"How was his cuts?  Are they healed?"

Jin shakes his head at yoongi, 
"his pants were bloody again and he seemed to cut his arms at new places. Namjoon looked so white as if he had no blood in it.  His body has lost half of its weight.  He has not even eaten anything."

J Hope looked at Jin, 
"he has lost something that he waited for his whole life Jin.  We were mateless too but we never hoped for our mate like he did. We never cried for our bonds like he has. We were happy with our life without mates but he was never.