anticipated

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Jungkook, tae, and others looked at the fading figure with pure respect. They could never think of her as a character that pure and that selfless. Tae looked at her, there was something in her that changed his perspective of love. She was a person tae could never forget in his entire life.

Jungkook was still guilt-trapping himself. There were things he couldn't change and his mistakes are one of them. Tae doesn't deserve a person like him. A person who sleeps with others, a person who uses people for his own pleasure. He is someone who just left a pregnant omega which was his mistake. Tae doesn't deserve this, no he doesn't deserve a person like jungkook at all.

Tae looked at his side and at jungkook who was looking out at the now-empty yard staring at particularly nothing. His eyes were moist and were ready to spill all his emotions and frustration out but somehow he was fighting against it. He looked devastated. He looked restless. Just by looking at his eyes, anybody could tell the alpha is having a mantle war inside him.

Tae has already decided what to do and just because now jungkook is free of his responsibility doesn't change anything. Tae is still hurt. His heart is still broken. His soul is ever so cold. And most important his wolf who was still battling against the alpha's rejection. The way jungkook chooses his child over him is something tae would understand but never his wolf.
He needs a break. They need a break. Tae wants to work on himself. He wants to heal his heart, his soul that has lost its joy.

The guilt is still there inside taehyung. The omega left just for him and jungkook to be happy. Her child would not have a father just because of him. And that guilt is killing taehyung. He needs to be away. He needs to work on the guilt that is trapping his joy inside. He desires jungkook way more than anything in his life. But he could not live with him with this guilt nor he would ever respect jungkook this way.

He needs to gain his faith and love for jungkook again, he needs to or their relationship will just be a bonding made out of duty.

"jungkook!!!"
He snapped his head towards tae as soon as he heard his name coming out of the omega's mouth. He knows it's finally the time he wished to not see.

"i-"
Jungkook closed his eyes as tae said the first letter., he knows tae could never be happy with him. This is it, jungkook has to face the reality that he doesn't want to.

"I, Kim taehyung... Reject.c..t you..., Jeon jungkook as my mate...e"

JungKook's tears finely dropped as he stumbles down on his knees. The person he loved for decades just left him. His love finely let him set free.
Jung kooks wolf howled in pure pain as distress took its toll on both of them. Jungkook felt like the ground beneath him was shaking as his eyes went blank. He hurries his mouth before he would pass out,
"I, jeon jungkook reject you, Kim...m taehyun..g as my mate..e"

Tae closed his eyes as tears followed one by one. This is their cue. Just one mistake, Just a fettle mistake ruined everything and absolutely everyone connected to it. He hopes in the future he would be able to get rid of this coldness inside of him. The guilt that was burning his soul.
He could never be happy with someone who was supposed to be a father to a child. He feels like he just snatched the father figure away from a newborn.

Jungkook and taehyung never spared each other even a single glance as both of them walked out of a relationship that was a tangle of emotions that they both wants to just run away from.

Taehyung walked out of the house without any words as jin looked one last time at namjoon and followed tae behind.
Jungkook on the other hand remains seating on his knees, heartbroken and scared.

He was living in this endless life just with one hope to find his mate one day. Even tho there was no clue who it was and where he was... Jungkook was still waiting. There was a thing jungkook was living for. He had a reason to live before but now he doesn't Know what to do with his useless life.

There is nothing he wants from this life anymore, he doesn't have anyone too long for. He doesn't want this life.

Why????? just why can't he die???? Just how much pain he has to endure??

Jungkook stands up on his wobbly legs as he stumbled upstairs. He walked inside his room and shut the door behind him. Namjoon and yoongi looked at each other as they know jungkook will torture himself until he feels satisfied. They are concerned but they know if they interfere it would make things worse. so they let jungkook be... They just hope he walk out soon and without any cuts.

Tae cried out as he run and run not looking back. He wanted to live with jungkook, he wanted to be happy with him until his death but why they can't do this? Why life has to be like this? Just when things started to be a little fine they have to be apart. Tae could not take it anymore.

"tae wait .... Tae please stop"
He looked behind and looked at jin who was breathless after running miles away chasing him.

" I am going to my hometown Hyung, I want my appa and eomma, please Hyung don't come after me"
Tae looked away as soon as he heard a bus sound coming from a distance.

"you will come back tae, you will not leave us behind tae!???"

" I will not Hyung, I could never leave you behind. I will come back. I don't know when but I will... I promise"

Jin looked at tae who stepped inside the bus as the door close after him and seconds later the bus went away to its destiny.