Love For Too Many

Chapter 46

A few days later:

The moonlight is covered by clouds as rain falls. Severus is currently in the bathroom getting ready for bed and Wendy is sound asleep. I'm sitting on the bed anxiously in my black lacy lingerie waiting for Sev to come out of the bathroom.

It's been awhile since I've felt comfortable in my own skin and especially when someone else is getting close. Tonight I feel like I'm on a high, a high that is going to end with Severus inside me.

I talked to Poppy and she said that it was completely fine to have sex while being pregnant and that if I was comfortable with being that close to a man that it was fine. So tonight I'm letting loose, having fun, being railed.

Severus opened the door and stood there, hair dripping wet from the shower, teeth freshly brushed, and in only a towel wrapped around his waist.

Our eyes traveled each other as we took each other in. His snagged on my lingerie as he tried so hard to keep his gaze up and on my eyes. My eyes took in the increasing bulge he was trying to hide under the towel. The water still dripped down his chest and legs. His hair was a little unruly which matched the conflicting emotions in his eyes.

"Y/n?" His voice came out rough and breathy.

"Yes Sev?" I ask knowing exactly what he was thinking.

He didn't continue his question so I stood up and walked to him. With gentle hands I pull his chin down to me and give him a soft kiss. He was so rigid not knowing what to do.

I moved to his neck and planted soft kisses all along his neck and then his shoulder. Slowly I got lower and lower til I was down on my knees.

He didn't move, not once. A few times his breathing came out in small gasps but he didn't move. I stared up at him while he stared down at me. I place my hand on the top of the towel. His grip tightened around the towel.

"No."

"No?"

"No." I slowly stand back up and look into his eyes.

"Okay." I turn around and walk back towards the bed.

Before I get there he's right up against my back. One hand runs up my stomach, breasts, and the holds me at my neck. Soft yet tight. The other stays at my stomach. He holds me like that against himself.

I can feel him pressing against me but he's trying so hard not to act on it.

"Why?" It came out soft and muffled as he spoke it. Almost like if he said the wrong thing I'd break.

"I miss you, I miss this. I want release Severus, I want you deep inside me. Please..." I whisper.

He sighs into my hair. Then he leans down and presses a kiss against my shoulder. Slowly he kisses up to my neck. He kisses and sucks and even nips my neck until I press myself so far against him that I can feel every tensed muscle and twitch he makes.

"Ugh yes." I whisper when he kisses the sensitive spot on my neck.

He turns me around and I sit down on the bed.

"Are you sure you want this?" He asks cautiously.

"Yes Severus." He cracks a small smile and then he pulls the towel off slowly.

I look up at him and then back down at him. God I had forgotten how big it actually was. I took him into my mouth and sucked and licked him until he was twitching in my mouth. But I didn't let him finish. I stopped and pulled back looking him in the eyes with a smirk.

He was panting slightly and looked almost in pain.

"Are y-" I don't finish before his lips are on mine. He trails kisses down my body removing my lingerie as he went down. He kissed one thigh, then the other, and then right in the middle. My entire body going rigid to his touch.

He takes my clit in his mouth and sucks on it causing my hands to wrap into the sheets. He releases my clit long enough to wet his fingers and carefully push them into my entrance.

I ride his fingers hard while he works his way back onto my clit. Soon I'm riding his face more than I am his fingers and I can tell we've both missed this a lot.

Soon we're both sweaty messes and there's a mess to clean up. But Severus flicks his wand forwards the sheets and it's cleaned up. Him and I on the other hand are still a mess.

"Second shower now?" He chuckles lowly and nods.

"Seems like it. But a shower with my fiancé sounds like the perfect way to end the day." He scoops me off the bed bridal style and Carrie's me to the bathroom.

He sets me down in the shower and boxes me against the shower wall while he gets the temperature set. I watch him as he plays with the knob to get the perfect heat for the two of us. He's so meticulous when he slightly turns it and for some reason it's so attractive. I lean forward and press a kiss to his collar bone and then again to his neck.

He lets out a small barely audible gasp when I press my lips to his neck and softly make my mark on him with a light purple bruise.

The shower is wonderfully full of on and off sex and kisses as we clean ourselves off.

The night ends with him carefully putting me in silk pajamas and then matching ones for himself. Then we slide under the covers and curl up together.

"Sev?"

"Yes my love?"

"We're getting married and having a baby."

"I know, I can't wait." He gently sets his hand against my stomach. "Little Y/n just waiting for us in there."

"I can't wait either..." I trail off and then look into his eyes.

"What?"

"Did we go to fast? I mean it's only March and we re-met in September."

"No, I don't think it's too fast. I haven't ever loved someone as much as you and I want to spend every second I can being your husband and soulmate."

"You believe in soulmates?"

"As much as I believe in the fact that you're pregnant. 100%. I didn't before I met you. But I love you so much that it has to be soulmates. There's no other explanation for it."

I laugh at that, " I love you so much Severus."

"I love you more Y/n."