Chapter 15

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by aphfroghat

by aphfroghat

— because I'm lonely, I'm so lonely

L: yeah
Soo
I'd like to be more than friends
If u know what i mean

E: best friends?

L: more

E: ...

L: I wanted to ask u
Will u be my boyfriend? :>

Emil was kind of shocked about the question

Boyfriend...boyfriend?
Emil thought it wasn't a good idea: what if he bored Leon? What if he was so depressive Leon would leave him?

His breath became rather fast and shallow at those thoughts, and he could hear his heart racing as the anxiety filled his mind.

L: Em?
Are u there?
I can understand if u don't want
We can still be friends
It's totally ok

Emil bit his lower lip, starting to type really fastly some ramblings.

E: oh Leon i like you
I like you soooo much
But...
I'm not worth it and i'll never be
I know you'll eventually leave me as everyone does
I'm so anxious and depressed it's draining even for my family
I don't know if you'll be able to handle all that...

It took a while for Leon to answer.
It somehow made Emil calm down, it had this weird-a*s soothing effect...

L: i will never leave u
It's a promise
:)

Emil kind of smiled, he still felt pretty anxious but knowing Leon wouldn't leave made him feel better.

E: soo...uhm...
I guess we're dating

L: :D

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Short chapter.
I wanted to make a separated chapter for this :)))

I hope u enjoyed anyway.
Ily ★★★