Moira (Ateez AU)

Chapter Sixty-One

Once you'd gotten downstairs Yeosang gently pulled you to the kitchen. He sat you down on the counter while Yunho got you a water bottle. Once you were handed the open water bottle you immediately chugged the cold liquid. It felt so nice on your sore throat that you didn't even care that some of it spilled down your chin and neck. Or at least until Yeosang moved forward and licked it off your neck.

"So, what happened here?" HongJoong asked as he walked in the kitchen with Seonghwa, Wooyoung, and San. They all had a couple grocery bags and sat them down at the table. You smiled and waved, your voice was currently gone.

"Our little baby here has curiosities." Yunho says. You immediately cover his mouth with your hand as you flushed. At that moment Jongho and Mingi walked in with a couple more grocery bags.

"Oh, really?" San questions. He looked over at you with a raised eyebrow and a coy smirk toying at his lips. You glared at Yunho who raised an eyebrow at you. You huffed and Yeosang laughed at you.

"What was she curious about?" Wooyoung asked.

"You wanna see?" Yeosang smirked. You whined in response and earned yourself a look from Yunho and Yeosang. In seconds you were off the counter, turned around, and had your shirt lifted up so they could see.

"Oh, so you guys had fun without me?" Mingi said, his voice taking on a playfully offended tone. You quickly pulled your shirt back down and glared up at the two offending males.

"Why isn't she speaking?" Seonghwa questions. You point at your throat.

"She got fucked while being face fucked." Yeosang says, shrugging.

"Now I'm upset I missed that." Jongho complained. You however had curled into a ball and hid your face in your knees.

"Aw don't be so shy sweetheart. All of us are into things like that and wouldn't mind indulging your curiosities." Seonghwa gently informs while unpacking the groceries. You peak up at him then to Yunho and Yeosang who smirked.

"Oh we didn't tell you how we learned about these curiosities." Yunho chuckled out. This earned looks from all the boys and you immediately get up and try to walk away just to be pulled back by Wooyoung who gives you a look.

"How did you figure them out? She didn't tell you?" HongJoong questions, looking over to you and Wooyoung.

"No, we caught her watching porn. Porn of painfully, pleasureful rough sex and whipping." Yeosang said with clear amusement in his voice.

"You watched porn-" Jongho said, completely shocked you even did so. It wasn't something you ever seemed to want to do. You blushed harder and looked down in embarrassment.

"It's okay, it's just shocking you watched it." Wooyoung says in your ear as he kisses your head. You smile up at him and nod before breaking from his grip and going to the living room. You sat down on the couch and curled into a ball, you knew you shouldn't be embarrassed but you were. You knew you liked things like that, but the thought of openly talking about it and asking to act on it caused your insecurities to seize your brain. It made you think you were a freak.

Seonghwa walked out and sat down next to you. He gently lifted your face up to look at him and smiled at your flustered features. He leaned in and kissed you, his lips moving softly against yours. Your hands softly gripped his wrists as he moved closer, pushing you back into the armrest more. He pushed his tongue into your mouth soon after, every little brush of his tongue against yours, every little movement made, the feeling of him consumed your being. He moaned into your mouth when you pulled him closer, his body hovering over yours.

Although everything about Seonghwa's being was lustful, sensual, he never once did anything that didn't scream careful and gentle. Even if he was being rough with you, every movement was always calculated. Every touch made your body feel alight with a burning need for him. His care shined through and you adored that. So when he pulled away and gently ran his fingers through your hair you couldn't stop yourself from tearing up. You sniffled a little and he looked into your eyes.

"What's wrong love? You gotta talk to us about these things." He whispered. You nodded and bit your lip.

"Just embarrassed, I know you guys are into the same things. So I really shouldn't be, but I just get so embarrassed." You mumbled. He smiled and wiped away your tears as he kissed your forehead and nose before pecking your lips.

"And why are you crying?" He softly asked. You shakily rested your hands on his face and pulled his lips down to yours. The kiss was sweet, gentle, yet oh so passionate as you moved your lips against his. He smiled into the kiss before pulling away so he could breathe.

"Because I love you. A lot. So much it hurts and brings an overwhelming amount of emotions." You muttered. He smiled widely as he pulled you up to straddle his hips. You wrapped your arms around his neck as his hands settled on your thighs.

"I love you too Hun. So much. In all my years I've never met someone who made me feel like you do." He whispered. You smiled at him and giggled, wiping at your tear stained face.

"Aw why was she crying?" San questioned as they all walked into the living room. You looked over at your other lovers and you can feel it again. The way your chest feels restricted, your heart was pounding. Your chest felt so tight and the onslaught of emotions you felt was so intense tears fell down your face again. This caused Seonghwa to smile while the others looked slightly panicked.

"I'm crying because I'm so in love you. All of you." You mumbled. They all smiled widely at you as they all came forward to sit in the living room. You all ended up watching a movie, of which you fell asleep in the middle of. Seonghwa held you tightly, his protectiveness shining through in the way he glared at any of the others for being even slightly loud while you slept.

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Just a short little filler chapter! I will be doing the rituals/ ceremonies in the next few chapters!

    Hope you all enjoyed!

~ Nova