young love.
it fucking sucks.
maybe not for a lot of people
but for me?
i know i could've been better
that's just part of life
i am not a natural and i'm aware of it
i have no happy endings
i'm put on a list with 4 others girls i know
compared to these people like we're just objects
things to view and wonder about
but then we joke
and they say "you?!"
in such a matter of shock
like i don't deserve my place on the wall
and i giggle along
but is it that bad to want to be liked
and then we ask you again
what's the list
and you tell me
"not anymore"
and i joke, but i understand.
i think to myself what would happen
if i liked someone i know
someone i've convinced myself i don't like
but then there are scenarios
and dreams of the future
and i don't know who's standing there
right there beside me holding me tight
maybe it's him
maybe it's her
maybe i'm all alone
so i'll go back to wishing to be hung in a wall of fame
back to wanting someone to see me
back to needing someone to love me
back to my sad teenage life
back to everyone being happy
back to the fleeting glances around rooms
hoping someone is looking
even though i know no one is
because that's what it all comes down to.
i am just another entity
moving about earth waiting to be seen
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