this is not a poem
it's just me ranting
with pretty spacing
and maybe a few rhymesjust me spilling out my guts
because i guess that's funlet's get straight to the point
you say i am brushing you offi'm glad you noticed
but it's not because you did something wrong
or because you're too directit's because of the way i feel
i can't pour out my emotions to you
because with it comes me heart
and i'm terrified that the moment i let go of my heart
you'll snatch it up again and i'll let youthat is not what i want
and you claim it's not what you want either
but i'm still wearyi cause problems
i say things i don't mean
i push people away
unless they hold on tight
if they're not holding on
they're pushed further than i mean
that's what i do
don't take it personallyi don't tell people my problems
but i'm all ears for theirs
i don't want to
i usually don't need toand that sounds incredibly stupid
everyone needs to rant to someone else eventually
but i have my people
and i'm sorry they're not youi'm sorry i've grown weary because of our past
no matter what i say
no matter what hurtful things spew from my mouth
about you, about us, about myselfi want you in my life
by my side
but i need to give myself room to breathe
because being friends with someone you know
(truly know)
can be really fucking hard
especially when you don't know them anymore
not as well as you didbut i want us to have each other
through thick and thin
even if it doesn't seem like it
i'm sorryi told you
this is not a poem
it's just a rant
my feelings in classic or fancy fonts
typed quickly and without thought
not re-read or double checked
just here
offered up for everyonethis is
not a poem
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