Neteyam's love

-Part Eight-

Song- Atom 1 -Sleeping At Last-
Song- Idea 10 (Slowed & Reverb) -Gibran Alcocer-

It's been 2 hours and she still hasn't woken up from the accident. Neytiri was panicking, Neteyam was outside pacing, Jake was by Neytiri's side, Lo'ak was also in the tent with Tsireya hugging him, Tuk was also by Kiri's side and I, I was praying to Eywa.

Please Eywa help her. I know I should've known, I could've seen the effects. I know I'm sorry but please don't blame it on her, let her live please.

"Kyoshi a word please." Tonowari said making me turn to him. Everyone stopped with what they where doing and looked at him.

"Of course sir." I said standing up from the ground.

I walked out of the tent head hanging low. I was so ashamed. I had made one promise and I couldn't even keep that promise. Kiri is not waking up because of me. A daughter might die because of me.

Tonowari and I got into his tent and I sat down on the ground sitting on my knees. He sat in front of me on the ground.

"You disappointed me Kyoshi. Do you understand?" He said in a dangerous tone.

"Yes sir." I said looking at the ground.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you!" He said screaming. I flinched a little at this and I looked up at him seeing disappointed, disgust and hatred in his eyes.

The tent opened and Ao'nung, Tsireya, Lo'ak and Neteyam came into few.

"Leave." Tonowari said dangerously. They looked terrified as he said so. But they did as they said and they almost closed the tent.

"Sir with all due respect I-"

"You do not speak! You've got no right to speak! You disappointed me! You did not keep your promise to me!" He said standing up towering over me.

"I know sir. I-" I got shut up by my head swinging to the side and feeling a sting on my cheek. He slapped me.

"You could've seen the signs Kyoshi! You know you could but you didn't." He said taking a deep breath trying to calm down. "Look Kyoshi, this is the exact same what happened to you years ago. You and Kiri have a strong connection with Eywa. You should've seen it coming. But you didn't. And the Suli's might lose a daughter, a sister Kyoshi." He said pissing me off.

God how I could kill him right here on spot. He thinks I don't feel anything?! I know it's my fault okay?!

"You don't think I don't know how this feels?!" I said standing up getting in his face.

"No you don't know how this feels! Your parents are dead you have no family here! And you'll never will have one Kyoshi! Everything I said about you being family was fake! I only did it because you where young! You don't belong here! From the start you where a freak! And now she's maybe gonna die because you couldn't save her in time!" He screamed tearing me up. I took a step back being shocked how he could say that. "No wonder you're mother left you. No wonder no one likes you. The only one who cares about you is that stupid boy of yours." He said gritting his teeth. He walked away out of the tent.

How could he say that?!

"You asshole." I said looking at the ground. This made him stop in his tracks. At this moment the tent was wide open.

"What did you say?" Tonowari said angry.

"I said You asshole." I said making him turn around.