its one day after the next. after my gramps went to the hospital its been different and i dont think i can take the change because everyday ive been the number one disappointment in the family. ive been making more mistakes than ever at the moment. ive been alone after monday and everyday ive been having breakdowns and i hate it. i just want to go home to a place where im happy and everyone else is to because rn i really need that moment of happiness. i just want to disappear from this home. i just want to be away and be alone. im tired of crying everyday. im tired of being blamed. im tired of being a disappointment. i just wish i had enough courage to tell people how i feel, but i dont because i know they would just tell me that its going to be okay when it isnt. you said that before but it still hasnt gotten better. i want to be dead. i wish i was dead.
December 29, 2021
Wednesday
Senior(17)
5:08pm
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My Diary
Non-FictionI am not doing this for attention, its to share how my life was going and how it Is going now. A lot of things I have written were a lot of things. When I vent this is how I vent. I only have myself in this world. I can't tell anyone else but I am w...
