you know today was really fun. me and my family are at comal and we all had fun. talking, swimming, floating, seeing deers, and getting sunburnt. grandpa is coming tomorrow to come meet us here. i hope my grandma comes to. that isnt the actual reason why im writing today. its actually because at the back of my mind, im always thinking of him. kolin. yeah i get to see other guys here and they are pretty hot too, but kolin is different. he always is in some type of way you know? i just hope things can get reconciled and we can talk more again. idk what is really wrong with him but i hope he comes back around to see that i was really trying and that he might not have another chance at this rare kind of.. thing you know. i was going to say the L word but it doesnt seem right. i just hope he comes back around. the memories are always with me. i really do like him. i wish him the best tho but right now i shouldnt be worrying about him. its family time with me and my parents and sisters! so, enough about him and prolly best for me to go to bed before i get to scared to go to bed. i will write back whenever i feel like i need to, this is my safe place.<3
June 3, 2022
Friday
Graduate(18)
10:23pm
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My Diary
Non-FictionI am not doing this for attention, its to share how my life was going and how it Is going now. A lot of things I have written were a lot of things. When I vent this is how I vent. I only have myself in this world. I can't tell anyone else but I am w...
