i am okay. i am slowly distancing myself from him, he will always be the one i want and ill save myself from him because i really do love him, i just hope to be with him again. i do have to say, my mind has been side tracked when im with my family which is good because i dont think about him, but i will always have those moments where i think about him. its for the best that i decided to leave because i know he needs time and i know that i need time but this is for us combined. we both need a little bit of space. even tho he hasnt done anything clingy, its best for me to have space to actually think and start to change and go with the flow. enough about that tho, it feels nice to write down something you know. it clears my mind when im starting to get overwhelmed when i am trying to sleep, you know? this calms me, it makes me feel like i have someone right here by my side. i just felt like i needed to write something down. im a little bored. tomorrow i am going to try and draw an anime girl or a girl, i just feel like drawing or writing. it comforts me and makes me relax. it makes me have no thoughts just a blank slate. it feels nice to get away from reality for a bit. just need time for yourself every now and then.
May 31, 2022
Tuesday
Graduate(18)
11:19pm
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My Diary
Non-FictionI am not doing this for attention, its to share how my life was going and how it Is going now. A lot of things I have written were a lot of things. When I vent this is how I vent. I only have myself in this world. I can't tell anyone else but I am w...
