tbh i dont really know what to say.. my mental health has been deteriorating lately. i started using the knife on my artist, not cutting it but scratching it but making sure it doesnt bleed. but i did make it bleed. one of the scratches caused a scab to form which means i broke the layer of my skin but not too deep just a little. me and my bf are still together so congratulations on me finding the one who is willing to stay. me and jacob got into an altercation just bc i didnt want to open up. yesterday i got drunk after 3 months of being sober. at least i can control it. tbh my bf said if he can call later and it really is scaring me. i feel like hes going to break up with me and i dont want that at all. i absolutely hate it. i just have to think positive but with my mental health deteriorating my anxiety gets worse. so lucky me. but im trying to stay strong and pull myself together so i dont overthink. i was suppose to get my nails done but i really dont want to now bc me and my older sister got into a argument and it pissed me off so now im just trying to be by myself for now. ive been really irritated lately due to my mental health. i dont care for anyones opinion right now so its kind of hard for me be calm. im trying my best tho. im just really glad that i am happy even with my mental health deteriorating, im still happy when im not thinking about it. i think. anyways this is me just trying to loosen up and not think abt it. remember to love yourself hailey and be happy.
September 17, 2022
Saturday
College Student(18)
2:18pm
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Non-FictionI am not doing this for attention, its to share how my life was going and how it Is going now. A lot of things I have written were a lot of things. When I vent this is how I vent. I only have myself in this world. I can't tell anyone else but I am w...
