Whats up yall. its been some time but to catch you up. during the ending of september it was hectic but i was okay. i was still happy. but october 1st i decided to break up with ransom for him. so he could be happy with someone else and love them. it hurts but im okay with it. i cried but im still happy with myself as a person. im not really looking for anyone anymore. i just kind of want to be by myself for awhile. until i feel ready. its already been 29 days since me and ransom broke up, so im going pretty strong. i still have his hoodie but i want to give it back to him so i might mail it to him or whenever. i just dont know. i want to keep it bc it reminds me of him but idk. its up to him if he wants it back. ill have to figure that out. until then ive just been focusing on myself until my mental health gets in a okay spot. ive cried like 4 times this week and what i mean by that is that my mental health has been deteriorating bc of it. im letting go of my emotions and its getting to where i cant control it so im trying my best to survive it. its just another obstacle. im just trying to live by the time. until then ill speak to all when i feel better or when i need to vent.
October 30, 2022
Sunday
College Student(18)
12:21am
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Non-FictionI am not doing this for attention, its to share how my life was going and how it Is going now. A lot of things I have written were a lot of things. When I vent this is how I vent. I only have myself in this world. I can't tell anyone else but I am w...
