well. my grandparents want me to break up with my bf. most of my friends want me too. im not scared of breaking up with him. i dont really care abt it bc of how hes been treating me. he doesnt text me, he hasnt came over to see me in like 2 months. so i dont really care. i love him tho. i know how to give him my love and let him go but im scared of breaking up and not being able to find a stable relationship where we could last for eternity. i date to marry. i dont want a on and on relationships, where i just get in relationships and after a month we break up. i dont want that. thats all im really worried about. but im thinking about breaking up with him but i also want to keep going to see if this gets better and well be able to start rebuilding our relationship. idrk at this point all i know is that i needed to type this down so i can remember a moment in my life where i actually think about breaking up with someone. its been 2 years since i broke up with someone. so its kind of a memory i want. anyways other than that im really happy with myself. i learned my value and my worth. thats what makes me happy. i use to not be happy but i can say that i am happy. i may not love myself yet but i am happy. so im glad that i got to go through my thinking and thoughts of myself to find my happiness. nothing can upset you anymore hailey. you are happy. when you look back on this. i want to let you know that you are an amazing person. i love you. sweet dreams.<3
September 7, 2022
Wednesday
College Student(18)
11:30pm
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