hey, its been a month. this is my peace. ive lost myself recently. my emotions all over the place. barely eating. scratching myself until i feel like its enough. staying up late. ive been hurting but with out drinking my coping went to the knife. so im gonna push myself back to where my mental health is under control. im going to try and relax. make sure to exercise or run. take baths everyday. make sure to stay off my phone for a whole day which means im going to have to occupy myself which means im going to start reading books or play games to pass the time or go out. watch movies. anything really. i have to make sure my mental health is okay before i get back on. ive already said my goodbyes to the ppl i knew that are close with me. me and ransom got together the day after June 20th. our one month was yesterday July 21st. we did it. congrats i guess. but anyways im just writing down what i feel like i need to say to get off my chest instead of locking it inside. i need my mental health to get better which is gonna take time but im going to push myself to be better. i want my relationship with ransom to get better so its good that im doing this. i want my life to get better so im doing this. this is going to be good for me. really good and i know it. i really need this. ill prolly change my room around again because i dont like how it is anymore getting kind of tired with the way it looks. im saving my money for important things. i feel like this is really going to help me bc im already smiling from writing all this down. im proud of the girl i am and i need to start loving my body. positivity will help me through this and i know it. so thank you hailey for taking the time with me and letting me write this out. i dont like going to therapy but i thought i was going to but i didnt. i dont really like therapy. this is what feels good to me. you will be successful in the future hailey and i know it. when you look back on this, dont feel cringy. feel strong for making it through the hardest days in life. I love you Hailey.<3
July 22, 2022
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Non-FictionI am not doing this for attention, its to share how my life was going and how it Is going now. A lot of things I have written were a lot of things. When I vent this is how I vent. I only have myself in this world. I can't tell anyone else but I am w...
