Drill City Imagines

Understanding - Sha Gz

I sighed walking around Sha, and grabbing my stuff. I don't know why I believed shit would be different from any other New York Niggah. No matter how much I tried, it seemed like it wasn't enough everything I did was apparently a "lie". "Y/N where are you going bro?" He asks for probablythe millionth time since I begun packing my things

I groaned, "I'm leaving Sha"I told him throwing my shirt in the bag

I heard as he smacked his lips, "The fuck you mean, you leavin'?"

Stopping I turned towards him, "I'm leaving as in it's over we're done, you could go find some other bitch who wants to be subjected to this bullshit" I said

"You not leavin' bro, stop playin and being so dramatic" He said removing my clothes from the bag

"Sha you deadass right now! Leave my shit alone bro" I said walking over and grabbing my stuff from him

We each held a side of one of my pieces of clothes, "Nah why the fuck you buggin' like this bro? Word to you blowin' mines right now" He said

I scoffed, "Me?I'm buggin'? Then what the fuck have you been doin for the last three weeks?huh?" I asked throwing the shirt at his chest

"Ion know what the back you talkin bout right now, just chill out forreal"

I shook my head chuckling, "Y'know what there's no reason trying to talk to you because you don't eversee what the fuck you've doing bro it's deadass worse than talking to a wall"

Sha didn't say anything as he walked towards me, and when he was in front of me he grabbed my hand bringing me closer to him. "I told you that you ain't leavin' , and Watch who you've talkin' too" He said

I tried to rip my hand out of his grasp, but it really was so use because as skinny as this boy was he was still strong. "Sha let my hand go"

"Nah for what?"

I looked up at him like he was crazy, "Niggah I just told you I'm leaving, now let me go so I can do just that"

He pulled my hand so that I was practically flushed against his chest as he stared down at me, "You. Not. Leavin'"

We stood there for a moment just staring at each other, and as I looked up at him I felt my heart breaking the more I did. Truly and honestly I didn't want to leave this relationship,but I knew I had to in order to become better and believe in myself again. "Sha, I can't do this anymore. I can't keep sacrificing my happiness to continuously prove to you that I'm not cheating on you or that I don't respect you. I can't" I said as my voice began breaking

I could see the internal battle happening within Sha, but did that mean he was understanding what I was saying or did it really not even resonate? "What can I do?" He asked

I shook my head, "There's nothing you can do Sha, there's nothing until you can understand what the problem is."

Sha slowly loosened his grasp on my hand, but I didn't move from him. As much as the anger inside of me so prevalent, being this close to him was preparing me for the goodbye that was coming up. "Sha" I said catching his attention, "I love you, you know I do but I don't think you know how to love me. I've given you everything from passwords all the way to schedules , and you still find someway and somehow to put 4 plus 4 together and get 23. I can't do this anymore."

I reached my hand up towards his face, as he stood there still and silent. He didn't pull away, as my hand touched his face-I felt a tear and it broke my heart even more that I was having to do this but I had to.

As I pulled my hand away from his face, was when Sha finally moved away taking a step back and keeping his head down as he walked around me and out of his apartment slamming the door shut behind him.

I let out a breathe that I didn't notice I was holding, as I picked up the rest of my stuff and placed them inside of the two bags I had. Walking towards the door I looked back at the apartment, and closed my eyes seeming to remember everything that occurred within these four walls. From the loving moments to the laughing ones and even down to the moments when we argued and couldn't stand each other. Only for a few minutes to go by and the two of us return back to our loving state.

Pulling open the door I walked through it and began heading downstairs, eventually leaving the building. The walk to my cousins house wasn't far, and when I arrived at her house she opened the door with her arms opened wide giving me a hug.

"It's alright, we'll figure everything out aight" She said rubbing my back

When we pulled apart I chuckled wiping the tears that had fallen. "I was doing so good"

>> TIME SKIP <<

Months had passed since I'd last seen Sha in person, I couldn't completely escape him as he was all over my IG Timeline and TikTok Fyp. Every now and then I'd get texts from Dee, Bando and Lee asking how I was and I'd see them as well.

But overall I was feeling good, I felt like I was back to myself. "Y/N! Someones at the door for you" My Aunt called up from downstairs

Maiya and I looked at each other confused, "Who's here for you?" She asked wiggling her eyebrows

I laughed, "Girl ion know, I don't talk to nobody" I told her

"Righttt, ooo! Do you think it's the Niggah from Jersey you met at the party last week?" She asked excitedly

I shuddered, "I hope the fuck not what the fuck a Niggah from Jersey doing all the way in the Bronx in broad daylight for one , and two why does he know where the fuck we live?" I asked

Maiya thought for a moment before nodding her head, "Y'know what you right" She said getting up from the bed, "Let me do a lil' peaky peak and I'll let you know who it is"

I chuckled nodding my head and sitting up on her bed, she stepped out of the room and it felt like the moment she walked out to go and peak the second after she came back mouth opened in shock.

"Niggah what?" I asked

She pointed behind her, "It's Sha" She said

I laughed, "Bro stop playing"

Maiya shook her head, "Now Y/N why would I joke with you like that?" She asked

Rushing up from the bed, I went to the door and she followed behind me as we quietly went to the stairs and stood enough for us to see the person standing at the door but not enough for them to see us.

And just like she said there he was standing there with his dreads covering his face, and his hands stuffed in his pockets a blank look on his face. "What's he doing here?" She whispered

I shrugged, "Hell if I know"

"Well you should he was your man" Maiya said

I turned my head towards her mugging her, "Niggah emphasis on the WAS part" I said

We went back and forth for sometime before we heard someone clear their throat. Both of our heads slowly turned towards my Auntie and Maiya's Mom with her hands on her hips, "Are you two birds gon join us downstairs or what?"

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Alrighty y'all here's a Sha Gz imagine it was requested by kimorathavirgo 🤍 thank you for requesting an imagine. I hope y'all like this one and I will do a pt.2 if requested lol😂, anyways I love y'all have a great day/night and an amazing week/weekend. Don't forget to vote, comment/message me , and follow. I love y'all dearly 🫶🏽.

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