PREGNANT

CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX

Note: Mentions of abuse

"I couldn't believe my ears when he told me his reason. I would've believed anything but that. Anything. You see, Jason's mother went through something similar actually it was worse because she died because of it. I knew he would never do anything like that because he despises the mere thought of it much more to do it. I just, I don't know why she would lie about something like that. Jason died and my cousin went to prison. What hurt the most is that after everything my family and him have been through, how far we came together, they believed her. They were mad at me because I stood up for him, none of them even attended the funeral. Although I forgave them, it still hurts. Because I'm the one that lost. The only reason we are together like this is because of my late grandfather's wish."

After everything she just told me, I too started crying. I was glad Avan fell asleep because if he saw me crying he would cry too. If you had just looked at them you would've never guess what they went through, they were so jovial and always smiling and joking around. 

"I know you mentioned what his mother went through and everything but if you don't mind me asking, how were you positive he didn't do it?" I hesitantly asked. 

"It's okay to ask since you didn't know him, it's normal for you to question it. My cousin's girlfriend actually confessed herself that she lied. Said she only did it because she tried to get with Jason and he refused, typical. I just can't believe she went as far as lying about something so serious. Apparently guilt was eating her alive after Jason was killed so she came forward, I'm just happy she is serving her time in prison too." She concluded. 

So many questions ran through my mind but kept them to myself because I knew this wasn't the time to ask her now that she is so emotional.  

After a long day of outing we left and went home. They dropped me off at the hotel and left. I got to my room and fed Avan and got him ready before getting him to bed. Moments after I took a shower and walked out of the bathroom I heard a knock on the door. I wrapped my towel around my body. Thinking maybe I left something on the bus and Monique was returning it I went to answer it.

"You missed me already?" I asked joking while opening the door.

"Theo?"

Theo's POV

My heart was beating nervously as I bit my lip while looking out the window of my hotel room. We arrived a few hours ago and I couldn't get my mind to stop racing of my heartbeat to slow down. I dread everything that was going to happen since I landed. Was she going to be happy to see me? Does she miss me? How is Evan doing? Does he miss me too? All the questions flooded my mind and I so badly wanted the answers for them. 

"Remember, we're waiting till the morning before we approach her, okay?" Jeff's voice played in my head.

Tomorrow. I can't wait that long. I'll go mad if I do. With that thought I left my room and walked towards hers. It was just a few door from mine. I can't believe that for the last couple months I've been telling myself that I hate her and now I can't wait to see her face again. Before I knew it I was standing in front of her door. My hand raised to knock put I put it back down.

What if she was in with another man? What if she didn't want to see me? I mean she did leave me. Without a second thought I raised my hand a knocked on the door.

"You missed me already?" I heard her ask as she opened the door. Her eyes widen as she saw me. "Theo?"

I was angry, again. 

She was with someone. I was hoping my fears and assumptions were just that, fears and assumptions. But now she's asking if someone missed her already. Her new boyfriend maybe. I looked down at her and realized she was only wearing a small towel around her body. The hairs on the back of my neck stood up and my throat became dry. It was all of a sudden to hot for me. 

Damn.

Here she was standing in front of me after all this time. Looking as beautiful as ever. Her beautiful dark brown eyes, her big juicy lips, and her amazing body. I was dying to pull her close to me and hug her never letting go, but I held myself back. 

"What are you doing here? Wait how did you know where I was?"

I avoided her questions and push pass her and into the room. I looked over at the bed and saw my son sleeping peacefully. The sight of him almost made me cry, almost. I didn't want Zuri to see me cry. She will never know how much her leaving me hurt.

"Theo, I'm talking to you." She whisper yelled, her arms folded across her chest cause her breasts to be pushed up. Oh how I missed those beautiful breasts. 

"It doesn't matter, I'm just here for my son." I stated turning to fully face her. 

"I- What?! No you can't take my son away from me. Theo please leave before-"

"Before what? Before you little boyfriend gets here?" I laughed bitterly, my heart felt as if it was literally being crushed in my chest. Her face screw up in confusion.

"What are you talking about? Please I'm begging you, they can't know you are here."

"F**k this." I pulled her towards me and started kissing her roughly. Every emotions I felt was poured into the kiss. All my anger, hurt, love, hate everything. I could feel her hesitating before she finally gave into the kiss. 

Our lips moved very out of sync. I'm sure it looked as if I was trying to devour her. She wrapped her arms around my causing her towel to fall to the floor. I then picked her up in my arms and walked towards the bathroom. 

Closing the door behind me I placed her on he counter top, standing between her thighs and started kissing down her neck, making sure to leave a mark on her spot. 

"Theo." She moaned in my ears as she gripped my hair. We were breathing heavily as if we had just ran a marathon. I took off my shirt, unbuckled my belt and pulled my pants and boxers down to my knees. I entered her roughly and she screamed out before she placed her hand over her mouth. 

As I started moving in and out of her I looked at her face and softly grab her neck and stared into her eyes as tears flowed from them. She placed her hand on my face and began to wipe which made me realize I had started crying too.

Everything around me seemed to have disappeared and she was the only thing I could see.