Lily Halstead Book 3 (Last Book)

Chapter 17

I open my eyes and I was in a hospital room. Connor was next to me holding my hand and Will was standing against the wall. I herd the door open and see Jay walk in. "Lily." Connor kissed my forehead and then sat back down. Will walked up to the bed and so did Jay. "Lily how are you feeling?" I looked at Jay not answering Will's question. "Have you found them?" Jay's face said it all he didn't even need to say it. I started to cry and Connor came up to me. "We will get them back." Jay got a call and had to leave.

Will needed to get back to work and so it was just Connor and I for awhile. "I'm so sorry Connor this was my fault. I should have told you." I couldn't believe what happened. I've lost my babies. How could I have done this. How could I have been this bad of a mother? Connor held me as I cry. "It's not your fault. And we will get them back."

The day went by and then the day went in to days and now it's been two weeks. I have been up none stop looking for them and thinking of places she might have gone. But the facts were I really didn't know her and I hadn't spent much to any time with her even when Ray was alive. He kept me away from everyone and I only had met her only a hand of times. Connor had taken a couple of weeks off and was at home with me. Jay and a Adam had came by a few times asking more questions and checking on us. I couldn't eat, sleep or rest. I couldn't stay home long and just had to be on the move. "Lily come on you need eat lunch." Jay placed a sandwich on the table and Connor walked over to me and stopped me
From pacing. "You need to keep your energy up." I stepped to the side and walked to our room to get dress. "Where are you going?" Connor asked standing at the doorway. Jay stepped behind him and was watching me. I grabbed my shoes and put my hair in a messy bun. "I'm going to look around around. I've to missed something."

I walked to the door and ready to leave. Connor wouldn't move. "Get out of my way Connor." I looked him dead in the eyes not blinking. He crossed his arms and took a deep breath. "No. Your not going back out. You need to eat and get some rest. Jay and Adam and everyone else are looking for them. We have to do our part and save our energy for them for when they get back." I looked at Jay and then back at Connor. "No I'm going to look for them." I tried to walk past Connor but he stops me by standing in my way.

"Get out of my way. Connor!" I get by him but them Jay stops me. "Your not doing your self any favors if you don't get  any rest. We are working day and night to find them." I pushed Jay away and head to the door. Once I get to the door as I was about to turn the knob I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Lily, stop. Just take a breather." I pushed Connor away and stepped back. "No! This is my fault Damn It! I let let this happen, I wasn't paying close attention to them. I should have said something sooner. She got my boys because I thought I..." I couldn't hold anything back anymore. I fell into Connor as he tried to hold me. I hit his chest a few times and we fall to the ground. "I thought I could handle this. I never thought she would take them." I could never forgive myself.