confused | m.surniolo ✓

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●{ leila's POV }●

it's the next day, monday 4th of august, and i'm getting ready for the day. i'm going to spend the whole day with chris.. matt had to go to the doctors just so they could check up on him because of the whole "car crash/coma" thing. i was supposed to go with him but i was still fast asleep and he messaged me when i woke up saying that he wanted to let me have a good sleep and that he loved me. 

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nick, madi and nate went out for lunch i think, but they left without chris cause he was sleeping too.

"LEILAAA" i hear chris scream as he swings the door open. "oh my fuck chris! what!?" "what did you do to matt?" he asks standing in front of me. "what do you mean? nothing" i tell him. "i called him just before and he was so happy. as in- unusual happy" he tells me. "fuck would i know?" i ask confused.

he rolls his eyes "cause you're with him 24/7 and everything" he tells me. i smile i'm just gonna tell him "chris i love your brother" i tell him. he looks at me unamused "i know that stupid- but can you answer my first question?" he asks again. "-he loves me too" i tell him. "yes. i know that. you're being so fucking difficul- wait-" he says and stops talking for a second.

"did he-? did you-? are you two-" i nod. "yesssss! fucking finally!" he says tackling me into a hug. "im so happy for you two" he tells me and i smile "thanks"

i go to put my shoes on and grab my phone, wallet, airpods and portable charger and put it all in my purse. we decided to go for a walk to the park and maybe stop at the cafe on the way back, kind of like what we did back at the hospital. "so who said 'i love you' first?" chris asks me. i grin "why do you wanna know?"

"i just do" he shrugs and i smile, "he did" 

"leila, he's down so bad for you it's scary. he always has a goofy smile whenever we mention your name or something" i laugh at what he says. "oh trust me, i know. kid literally gave me a speech saying how amazing i am and how much he loves me"

we kept walking until we arrived to the park and to our surprise, it was empty with only a few other teenagers. guess all the kids are at school or something. chris and i go straight to the swings and we keep talking.

"ok so, i need... advice" chris says out of nowhere "um- you know i'm not the best at giving advice but ok, shoot" i tell him. "it's about riley... i really wanna ask her out but i don't even know what to fucking say. she actually drives me insane, in a good way, and you know that i can't take anything seriously" all the sudden i can't help myself from smiling "aww, chrissy has the biggest crush ever!" he looks at me unamused "i'm serious. i don't know how to do shit". i finish laughing then turn my body so i'm fully facing him "i'm not gonna tell you what to do cause it's your relationship and well, i'm not riley but riley likes it when guys are honest. well, all girls do. show her how much you care and when the moment is right then, i guess you'll know" he smiles "you're the best" he says coming up to hug me. "yeah and you couldn't think of that yourself, you dumbass" i tell him letting go of the hug "you ruined it. you're the worst."

i laugh and ruffle his hair with my hand. "so do you really love my brother?" he asks me. i smile to myself "yeah... yeah i love him" i say calmly. he laughs and whispers to me, singing "cornyy". i laugh and playfully punch his shoulder. "you ask me this question every single time kid" i remind him "cause i just want to know"