As soon as it turned 8 , we all acted like we were going to go watch a movies so that my mother wouldnt become suspicious with us all being quiet in the room . Running back to lock the door to my room I realized how guilty I felt for trying to go through with this .
Tequnically I could still go back , sure the boys will be upset but its not like the world will end . They would get over it eventually .
Yeah ! Im almost eighteen and here I am about to sneak out , wheres the responsibility in that .
OK so I guess thats it im staying home .
I could almost hear my brain sneering "pussy "
No im just being responsible , i said to myself.
Your just flaking out because you have no balls , and are scared to actuall live a little .
I can have plenty of time to live... when my mom wont skin me alive for it .
your almost eighteen , practiacally an adult . Grow a pair and party! Everyone else is doing it !
So there you go . There was my incentive for climbing out of my bedroom window that night after all the boys went before me . I had my first momment of actuall badass-ness free climbing down the window, down to the ground below . All because I wanted to be like everyone else who was " doing it ". Good going Case.
Instead of taking my car , which would attract to much attention to take up , we used anthonys car that was parked down the street.piling into the car , I think thats when all the tension began to leave me .
I mean like its senior year ! I'm expected to do this type of stuff.
Right ?
Or rather thats what I kept telling myself before we made it to Staceys house 30 minutes later .
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My first thought walking in the door was, why the hell am I doing this to myself.
The room smelled like a mixture of the perfume department in Macys, and a bar. Not the best combination but that didnt stop the dozens of couples on the side from sucking each others faces off. I had to say though , Stacey had a nice house . It was big and spacious , but not like they were trying to show it off when they bought it .
" Hey guys maybe we should all stay together ..." I said trailing off when i realized I was by myself, for who knows how long .
Great . Loner status.
Looking around the table all i saw was half open drinks with lip stick stains everywhere, and there was no way in hell that those bottles were going anywhere near my mouth .
In search for a new drink , I wiggled through the masses of teens having sex on the dance floor to the dance hall music playing in the room . Needless to say I got a view of somethings that werent soo pretty .
Walking through the living room I made it to the kitchen , where i swung open the door hearing a loud crash on the other side.
crap, crap,crap !
Peeking over the side I realized that I hit none other than Stacey ! Oh joy .
I was fully prepared to hear her insults but I was met with silence, looking down I realized why .
I knocked the witch out !
After a minute or too of standing there debating on weather or not to tell someone I decided to move her out of the doors way , and leaned her against the cupboards. Looking through the draws I found a paper but no tape ! So quickly writing sorry on the paper I stuck it to her head with some peanutbutter I found in the cupboards .
I went into the refrigerator , bending down to grab the water before standing up to walk outside to the porch . Where someone was already sitting .
I couldn't really see his face due to it being really dark out so I stood on the opposite side of the porch so I wouldn't disturb him .
"Casey right ?" The guy standing with me asked
"Depends on who's asking .." I said warily wondering if I should go back in .
" Well considering I just saw you knock stacey out and then put peanut butter on her , I would think you could atleast confirm your name . " he said teasingly finally stepping into the light for me to see it was Flynn .
" God ! It was an accident ! I left a note !" I sighed exasperated
"You do realize how ridiculous you sound right " he said before dissolving into laughter .
"I'm not ridiculous " I said , putting my chin into the air .
"Oh really ?" He said smiling broadly at me .
"Yeah ! "
"Yeah ? " he said still smiling
"Yeah !" I replied not quite sure where he was going to it
"Then why didnt you say yes to the date " he interjected quickly
Wait what " what does that have to do with anything ?"
"Nothing . I'm just curious " he replied shrugging .
" I don't do 'dating' "
" Just one date " he said staring straight at me , the expression on his face unreadable .
Oh god those eyes. Why does he have to go and look at me when I'm trying to reject him !
" I can't...because uhh... I have to feed my cat everyday " what. Really Case . You don't even have a cat !
" Well maybe we could go on a date while buying your cat some food
?" He asked hopefully
" Why ? You barely even know me " I said bluntly
" Why not ? Your pretty , and funny and shared your bears with me . consider it a fair trade ." He said
" ok " I said slowly
"Ok ..? As in ok ? Or okay as in.. ok ?" He said
" I really don't get what you just said . But I meant okay to the date smart one. " I said grinning at him
And that's how I got my first date . Who knows what else will happen... the nights barely even begun .
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sorry not edited ! It probably will be tomorrow around 4 but I wanted to post it now considering people are getting antsy....
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