MIKA

Are You Married?

--Andy's POV--

"So are you coming home with me or not?" A man that I've just met asks me.

I finish off my beer and nod my head. I'm not drunk. He's not drunk. He grabs my hand and pulls me to his car. I sink into the passengers seat and close my eyes as he drives to wherever. Once we reach his house he drags me inside and up the stairs. He pushes me back onto his bed and heads to the bathroom.

I think of Mika as I lay back on this stranger's bed. I think of the kids. I think of the happy life that we've lived together. It was only going to get happier with Nick and Mika now talking.

"Why are you still dressed?" I'm asked by the stranger.

I stare at him. He's not that bad looking. Actually he's gorgeous. I notice the ring on his left hand.

"Are you married?" I ask as I sit up on the bed.

He sighs and sits next to me, "yes. She left me after she discovered that I'm gay."

"Did you love her?" I ask as I stare at the floor.

"Yes. I still do, but I'll always love her. Are you married?" He asks as he points to my ring.

I nod.

"Do you love them?"

"Yes, but I guess it's like you said. I'll always love him," I tell him.

"My names Chris," he says.

I smile at him and look him in the eye, "Andy."

He smiles at me and scoots closer to me.

"Well Andy, do you want to do this or no?" Chris asks.

I nod, but sigh.

"What's wrong?"

"Do you want to do this?" I ask him.

He thinks for a moment and then shakes his head no. "I'm not really looking for a one night stand. I'm looking for a long term relationship. I just figured I'd get this out of my system, so I wouldn't-"

I cut him off with my lips. He quickly kisses me back. I grip his messy blonde hair with my right hand and reach for his belt with my left.