Run

Emma

What just happened? Why is there something in my body wanting me to turn around and jump my old best friend? What is wrong with me? My husband is barely cold and I am thinking about Luke in ways I shouldn't. I tried going to bed but ultimately I couldn't do it. I was so turned on by Luke. As much as I hate to admit it. There was only one thing I wanted and I could not do it even though my mind was arguing both sides. One side said he will be gone after tomorrow just do it and you will never see him again. The other side felt guilty at just the mere thought of it.

Honestly I had only been with one man and that was Tucker. While Tucker and I had an okay sex life it was never very fulfilling. I had to take care of myself afterwards, but knew I was happy with everything else in our lives. I figured a girl like me couldn't get it all. But just by the looks of Luke Abrams and the way he reacted to my touch made me think he would make my wildest dreams come true.

I turn over and pray for sleep to find me and after what seemed like three hours I look over and it had only been thirty minutes. I think this might be my only chance to find out what all the girls in high school were always talking about when it came to Luke. No one ever understood why we were only friends and never believed that was all it was. I couldn't help my need was so much bigger than my guilt. I was heading to ruin my life even more.