Run

Emma

I can't believe what I just did and what Luke just did for me. Tuck was never able to make me come with his mouth or dick. I push Tuck out of my thoughts as I want to enjoy this moment before it's gone again. As I am coming down from my high Luke looks at me with approval to proceed and I nod. Within seconds I am full, a fullness I have never felt. It felt so good and as he moved back and forth I could feel me getting close to unraveling again. Luke was still on top of me and he whispered in my ear that he couldn't hold on much longer and I was over the edge again, falling apart and he followed right after me.

He laid on top of me while we both tried to catch our breath. I had so many emotions going through my mind, but one thing was for sure. All the girls were right, Luke Abrams knew how to fuck. I was waiting for him to start questioning me and drilling me on what just happened when he just grabbed me and pulled me close and cuddled up against me. It felt weird being in silence, naked cuddling up to my at one time best friend. But I was so exhausted from what had just occurred it didn't take long and I had drifted asleep.

I was awoken by a knock on the door. I jumped only to realize I was still naked in the bed with Luke. Oh my God what have I done? He starts to stretch and looks at his phone then jumps to his feet showing me all his glory and somehow his dick seemed ready for round two. I looked away, shoving a blanket his way.

"Seriously Emma, we had sex last night and you can't look at me naked?"

"Luke this should have never happened. I am a mess right now and I am not thinking clearly."

He was rushing through the house getting clothes from the dryer so he could open the door.

"Let me ask my driver to come back and I will reschedule my flight so we can have some more time before my next show."

"No you need to go. Like I said last night you are to be gone and I don't ever want to talk to you again. What happened last night was a mistake, an amazing mistake but nethertheless a mistake. I still can't get over what has happened and now I have to live with what feels like I have betrayed Tuck."

"E, we both know last night was amazing and we need to talk about it."

"No, I am not talking about it, finish getting your clothes and get out. You agreed and understood the terms last night. It didn't change anything." I shove him toward the door. He is sliding on his shoes and I can see disappointment on his face. But how do I explain to him that I am so fucked up right now and I can't handle the thought of getting close with others, especially romantically without having the fear of losing them hanging over me constantly.

"Emma, if you change your mind let me know, I am not going to pressure you."

Just as quick as he came back in my life he was gone again. And I was left sitting in my foyer crying and feeling empty again.