Yerizabelle's Records

Entry #8

Stellar Year 3038 Month of Tessa 31st Day

It's almost new year. I'm excited. It's a new year after all. And all the new beginnings that are waiting to happen.

Also, just a week more than I would be able to get away from my annoying brothers.

But that would mean going back to school. To the city. Well I'd take that anytime right now.

I love my home. I love my family but my brothers are on a new level of annoying. I repeat, annoying. So much. I can't stand them. It doesn't help that they keep subtly saying hurtful words to me. I don't know if I'm thinking too much about what they are saying but it's what I think they mean.

I write now because I need to clear my mind. After all, I can't start the new year with feeling annoyed.

We were done preparing for our midnight feast. By we, I mean, me, my sister and mother. The three annoyances didn't help at all. Though mother just let them.

Oh something happened. It was yesterday. My mother got mad at me because she was ordering me to do something for my sister and I didn't want to do it. I didn't know if I showed it in my face but then the annoyance of a brother suddenly said that I was angry because of it. Of course, mother believed it then she said that I didn't need to do it anymore. She said she had no need for people who get angry when she orders something. Then my brothers laughed at me, without mother knowing of course.

I didn't sleep on our house that day. I slept at my best friend Elle's house. I told her a summary of what happened and she agreed. It made me feel relieved when she didn't press for more and just let me be. We made plans to hang out before I go back to the city. We planned to catch up with each other at the 3rd day of Luna. It makes me happy. I never got to talk to her after I returned. I never bid her goodbye either. So we talked first before going to sleep. I say it was a bit of catching up. Ot wasn't enough though. We ended up sleeping late and we woke up with little bags under our eyes. It wasn't that noticeable though.

When I returned home, mother was not mad at me anymore. If she feta mad at me, I get out of her sight so that she won't be mad at me, because she won't see me. I asked for permission to hangout with Elle. She agreed. I was happy.

That made my day. It feels great to write happy feelings too. I'm glad this journal diary now has a happy memory. I think I've been writing a lot of negative feeling her lately.

I made a bucket list for the new year. I'm not allowed to reveal it. I hid it somewhere. I'll open it again when the year is over. It's a little superstition I've been starting. It's because of something I read.

Anyway, Happy New year to me. Hopefully I will fill this up with many happy memories too.

With love.

Yerizabelle