TO LOVE YOU MORE || GLEE

3x15: Time To Say Goodbye

*this is a chapter that I added and doesn't exist in the Glee timeline, so from now on the episode count of season 3 will be altered. That said enjoy the chapter*

Liv was sitting on the sofa, tears rolling down her eyes and some old movie in the background, she hadn't stopped crying for all the afternoon, she wasn't showing any signs of stopping at all she was holding close to her her favorite Teddy Bear, the one her dad bought her for her sixth birthday.

"Hey little sister, why are you crying?" her brother asked her, sitting on the couch next to her, frowning.

"Mom said she won't come to my show Saturday, all of my friends' parents will come and I don't wanna be the only one with no one-she sobbed as tears started coming out of her eyes even faster and Liam wrapped an arm around her- if daddy was here he'd come, do you think that he'll come back in time Saturday for my show, Liam?"

"Liv, Dad is not coming back" Liam answered holding her tighter, sounding way older than his age, and it wasn't fair because kids should get to live their childhoods as long as they can not grow up faster because their parents are too busy with their lives to take care of them.

"But-"

"It's been six months-he interrupted her- he's not coming back. Ever" he sighed sadly.

"So we're all alone and and I'll be alone Saturday too?" she whispered sadly as a sob left her mouth.

"No, you won't be alone, I'm coming Saturday and I'll be sitting in the front row cheering up for you the entire time" he said, she looked at him, she smiled and hugged him hiding her face in his shoulder. "Thank you, Liam"

"You're never gonna be alone as long as I'm here sis. It's you and me, always" he whispered into her ear wrapping his arms around her.

It's you and me, always.

Always.

Those words kept echoing into her head as her mind kept thinking about that moment, Liam's arms around her, his smile, she could still hear his voice so clearly as if he was still here, calling her name and maybe he was because-

"Liv, Liv, hey are you with me?" Kurt asked her bringing her back to reality, a reality she wasn't sure she wanted to live in anymore, not without her brother, she tried to hide her disappointment for the fact that it was his the voice calling her and not Liam's as she nodded,  but didn't say anything then a few silent tears started rolling down her eyes again.

"Baby, hey no it's okay, I'm here, it's okay, everything's gonna be okay" said a soothing voice, Rachel, putting a hand around her shoulder and drawing her close to kiss her temple. Liv wanted to scream, scream that it wasn't okay, nothing was okay because Liam was dead, he was gone, forever. But she didn't say anything, she just looked at her for a brief moment then brought her attention to the cup of tea, that Kurt had probably bought her, and drank a sip of it.

There were voices in the background, so she decided to look up and she saw all of the New Direction in the hospital's waiting room. Kurt and Rachel were sitting next to her, then there was Blaine who was sitting next to Kurt and then there were all the others, some standing and others sitting. They were all quiet and giving her simpathetic looks, then there was Quinn in a corner of the room crying silently as Mercedes and Santana were trying to comfort her, even Puck was there but she wasn't sure of how much comfort he was giving. Liv didn't know when they had arrived or who had called them, she didn't care because the only person she really wanted wasn't there and wouldn't be there ever again.

"I need to call my mom" she said at some point out of the blue, getting up, she couldn't stand all those pity looks or everyone fussing over her as if she was some glass who was about to break at any moment.