NettleStar's Nest (A Warrior Cats Manga)

Chapter 7: GoodBye To You

I looked at my father, all at the exact same time too. Hoping that he was in fact joking as to just what it was that he had in fact even just said to me, all at once. As it was that I felt like it would in fact be some thing quite sick for him to joke about.
How ever, based off of the look on his face just now. As well as the fact as to just what it was that I had in fact just been told. That was when it was that I had in fact realized that he was not at all lying to me.
I then did in fact just seem to dip my head low to the ground. As it was that I did in fact also go right on ahead as I did so. And I began to start to go and yell at the top of my lungs, all at the exact same time too.
"Why?! Why were you so stupid Kevin?! Why would you leave them?!" I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I did in fact know the answers to just what it was that I had said, all at once.
But they just were not the answers that I wanted to hear, all at once. As I felt like all I wanted to do just now, was to blame my self. As I did in fact just seem to close my eyes, as I did as such a thing like that.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to say on the ground in mourning. I then did in fact just seem to all of the sudden hear my father's voice. As it was that he then began to start to speak right back on over to me.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to realize it was the case. That was when it was that I just seemed to open my eyes. As I looked at him, and I did in fact listen as to just what ever it was that he had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
"Your mother and I realized long ago that you made the right decision... It is our own fault for trying to hold you too close Kevin... Do not blame your self..." He did in fact just seem to say. As I could see that he had a guilty look on his face.
As it was that I felt like I didn't want to hear any of that, all at once. As it was that I did in fact just seem to stand there and stare. As it was that I also just started to go and speak right back on over to my father.
As he just seemed to stare at me with his eyes wide. As it was clear he wasn't too sure what I was about to say back on over to him. As he then just listened as to what it was that I did in fact feel like I had to say back to him, all at the exact same time too.
"No... It is my fault... The last thing I said to her was that I hated her... I could have at least stayed close... I didn't have to go days away from home..." I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what else I should say after that.
As it was that I could in fact feel the tears running down my face. As it was that I did in fact just do my best to try to stay calm. As it was that I then began to start to hear the voice of my friend Dust, all at once.
As it was that he began to start to go on ahead and speak to me. As I then turned my head on over to my best friend. As I listened as to just what it was that he had to say all of the sudden, at that.
"Kevin... Stop blaming your self... Peasly told me that you found a cat that you love... Your father under stands... Your mother would too..." He did in fact just seem to say. As it was that he dipped his head low to the ground after what he had said at the end.
It was clear that he was in a little bit of some pain him self. As it was that he did his best to try to keep him self as calm as he could. As it was that he did in fact just seem to stare below him, all of the sudden.
As it was that he had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. In the end, I began to start to go and speak to back to my friend, all at once. As Dust then turned his head on over and look right on over to me, all at once.
As it was that I saw that his eyes were in fact locked right on to mine. I knew that it was, all at once. That he was in fact listening as to just what it was that I had to say to him, all at the exact same time as well.
"I don't know if she is a cat that I want to be my mate... She is just a friend to me... I love her... But my kin runs deeper than that..." I did in fact just seem to say to him. As I could tell it had in fact just seemed to hit him deep as to what I had said.
Dust did in fact just seem to nod right back on over to me. As it was clear that he now realized that he had nothing to say back. As he felt like he should in fact just shut up at this point, none the less.
As it was that he had just seemed to stare low to the ground. I then all of the sudden heard the voice of my father, at that. As it was that Oak then began to start to step up and speak for the first time.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to look back at my father. As I could not stop the tears from falling down my face. As I listened as to just what it was that he had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
"Kevin... I didn't know if I loved you mother at first either... It is time for you to grow up... Me and your mother already said we were wrong... This is our own fault... Do not take the blame for this..." He did in fact just seem to say to me.
As it was that I felt like I wanted to hear out what it was that he had said. But that just was not what it was that I wanted to hear how ever. As I felt like I did in fact want to blame my self for all of this.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to shake my head to my self. As I knew that were no use in fighting back at this point. As I then just began to start to speak out loud, all at the exact same time as well.
As it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that. I saw the both of the tom cats had their eyes wide. As they both listened as to just what it was that I had to say in the very first place as well, at that.
"I just... I don't know... I need some time to think..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that I did my best to try to stay calm. As it was that I did in fact just seem to dip my head a bit low to the ground.
As it was that I did my best to try to act as calm and as normal as I could. As it was that I just seemed to close my eyes, all at once. And I did my best to try to just think back on some good memories with my parents.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such a thing like that, all at once. That was when it was that I then began to let it click in my head, all at once. As I thought on a very fond one with my parents.