NettleStar's Nest (A Warrior Cats Manga)

Chapter 31: Peace Is What I Need

The clan did in fact just seem to calm down, all at once. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had said. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to calm my self down, at that.
As it was that the crowd did in fact seem to go quiet. That was when it was that I then nodded to my self. And I then once again began to start to go and continue to speak on over to them all, all at once.
"The last few moons have been rough on us all... I will not let this clan fall... I will be strong... I promise... I will do my best to be here for all of you from here on out..." I did in fact just seem to say to them all.
As it was that I kind of felt sick as to just what it was that I was saying. As it was that I knew that a lot of it was in fact in spite of my mate. As I kind of felt like I would soon regret as to just what I was doing right now.
How ever, right now, I did in fact not seem to care. As I did in fact just to go and drown out those thoughts. As I also then began to go and just continue to speak to all of the cats that were with me, at that.
"We will work together on this... And we will make it through... I promise... Okay?" I did in fact just seem to say to all of that, all at once. As it was that I had a very serious look on my face as I had said that.
As it was that I was trying to make my words make sense to every one. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to feel a whole lot better. Just as it was that I had in fact promised what I had just said.
I knew that this time, I would uphold on that promise. As it was that I stood up stronger than ever before. As I then did in fact begin to hear the voice of HeartPump, as he then began to go and speak.
"Well... It's too late for border patrols right now... But I still think that we should get some prey... There are a lot of hungry cats..." He did in fact just seem to say, at that.
As it was that he did in fact just seem to bring up a very fair point. As it was that I heard some voices and some nods of approval as well. From a lot of the cats that were in fact in the clearing, none the less.
I seemed to feel a whole lot better just as he had said that. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to go and continue to nod back to him. As it was that I then also began to go and speak to the clan, just as before.
"Alright... Can you all manage to talk to one another about groups of 2 to 4 cats that you want to hunt with?" I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I knew that I didn't want a too specific number, at that.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to calm my self down. Just as it was that I had in fact said as to just what I had said. As it was that I then did in fact already see cats going up to one another, at that.
As it was clear that they were in fact arranging their hunting patrols. As it was that I was glad that it was in fact the case. And that there was not any more chaos that had been caused by me of course.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done as such. I noticed that cats were in fact already falling away from the camp. As it was that I did in fact also just seem to hear the voice of ShadowHeart from right beside me, all at once.
"Thank you for that NettleStar... You are a good leader... The clan does respect you... I hope you can fix what ever you are going through right now..." He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was that it did in fact just seem to also make me shiver.
As to the fact that it was that he had said what he had said to me. As it kind of made me think that he knew that some thing was going on. Which it was in fact obvious that it was in fact the case, at that.
But at the same time, I was a little bit scared that he might know some thing about me and SummerStar. As I did my best to try to stay as calm as I could. As it was that I eventually did in fact just seem to go and speak back to the tom cat, at that.
"Thank you... I will try to be here for you all more... You are a good tom cat your self... And a very valuable member of our clan..." I did in fact just seem to say to the tom cat, all at the exact same time too.
Just as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had said to him, at that. It began to start to make me think just a little bit. As I quickly did my best to dismiss the idea from my head, all at once.
The tom cat, as I expected him to be happy with what I had said. Did in fact just seem to have an empty and a blank look on his face. Almost as if he did in fact not believe as to just what it was that I had said.
I kind of shivered just as it was in fact the case. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to continue to go right on ahead, at that. And I then began to start to go and hear him speak to me one last time.
"Well... Good luck with that... I am going to go and hunt with some one... Or maybe even my self..." He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was that his eyes were now wide, just as it was that he had said that to me.
My eyes did in fact just seem to be wide, all at once. As it was that I was a little bit lost as to why he felt like he had to tell me that. As well as the fact as to just why it was that he did in fact just seem to stand there still.
That was until I then began to start to realize as to what he was getting at, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to blink my eyes a few times, at that. As it was that I also then began to go and speak back to him, all at the exact same time too.
"May I come with you?" I did in fact just seem to say to him. As my eyes were in fact wide, just as it was that I had said what I had said to him, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that the tom cat did in fact just seem to be surprised by that. But at the same time, it also did in fact seem to make him happy. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to go and see him nod to me.
Just as it was that he had done as such a thing like that, all of the sudden. I also then did in fact begin to start to continue to go on ahead. And I then also began to hear him start to speak back to me.
"Oh! Awesome! Let's go then! Before it is too late!" He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was that he was in fact pointing out the fact. That we were now past mid day, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I did in fact realize that it was in fact the case. I then did in fact just seem to nod back to the tom cat, all at once. As it was that he then did in fact just seem to start to turn his head away from me.
Shortly after doing as such a thing like that of course. He then did in fact begin to start to walk out of the clan, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I then did in fact begin to follow him, just as I knew I had to.
Just as I had done as such a thing like that, all at once. I noticed that DustEyes was staring right at us, with a not so happy look on his face. As I then did in fact seem to gulp, as I spoke to my self quietly, as well.
"I just can't win... Can I?" I did in fact just seem to say to my self. As it was that I kind of felt sick just as it was that I had said that. As it felt like there was always a few cats that I could never make happy.
This time it happened to be my best friend, all at once. As I wanted to feel bad for him for that being the case, at that. But at the same time, I also knew that he had caused all of this stuff him self.
I still kind of shivered at the thought of all of that, all at once. As it was that I then also began to start to stand there and stare. As it was that I did in fact just seem to hear the voice of ShadowHeart, once again.
"Are you coming NettleStar, or not?" He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was clear to me that he was waiting on me right now. As I realized that I was in fact just seeming to stand still, none the less.
I realized at the same time as well, that I was staring at DustEyes. As he did in fact just seem to squint his eyes back at me, all at once. Before it was that he then also began to start to turn his head away from me.
I kind of shivered as it was that he had done as such a thing like that. As it was that I watched him head in to the queens den. And it was that I also then did in fact just seem to turn my head back to ShadowHeart.
As it was that I seemed to stare at the tom cat now, as well. Just as I had done to DustEyes, none the less. As it was that I then began to finally go and start to speak back to him.
"Yeah... Sorry... Just thinking too much..." I did in fact just seem to say to him. As it was that I then did in fact go right on ahead and start to nod back to him after that. As it was that I also then did in fact begin to start to walk on over to him as well.
As it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that. I then did in fact just seem to calm my self down as best as I could. As it was that I still could not help but to see a worried look on the face of the tom cat.
It was clear that he was worried about me as well, all at once. As it was that he then did in fact begin to blink his eyes a few times. Before it was that he also then did in fact begin to start to speak back to me after that.
"Are you okay NettleStar?" Do you have some thing on your mind?" He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was clear that he was hoping that I would open up about some thing to the tom cat, all at once.
As it was clear to me as it had been a few times before. That the tom cat was trying to get closer to me, all at the exact same time too. As though I did in fact trust the tom cat, I felt like I still did not want to tell him.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to gulp at that thought. As it was that I also then did in fact just seem to go right on ahead. And I then did in fact begin to start to go and speak right back to him.
"Yeah I'm fine... Just a bit lost..." I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I felt like I was making it clear to him. That I really didn't want to talk about what it was that was in fact going on with me right now.
As it was that the tom cat did in fact just seem to have his eyes wide at first. Before it was that he then did in fact nod back to me. As it was clear that he was in fact respecting what it was that I had said to him.
ShadowHeart just seemed to stand there and stare for some time. As it was that he then also just seemed to blink his eyes. As he also began to speak back to me shortly after he had done as such a thing like that.
"If you want to stay back in camp that is fine..." He did in fact just seem to say to me, all at once. As it was that I realized as to just what it was that he had said to me, at that.
As it was that I kind of thought about it for just a few moments. That was until I then did in fact just seem to stop my self, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact begin to shake my head back to the tom cat.
As it was that I realized that it would look kind of bad for me. As it was that I knew that there was no reason for me to not go out with him. As it was that I then did in fact begin to start to speak back to the tom cat.
"No... No... I am coming... Don't worry about me..." I did in fact just seem to say to him. As it was that I saw that his eyes were in fact wide. As it was clear that he was not all too sure about what I had just said.
As I felt like I could not blame him for that what so ever. As I was not all too sure as to just what was going on with me right now. As it was that I simply let out a rough sigh, which I was glad that he had not heard.
As it was that I then did in fact also just seem to blink my eyes a few times. As it was that he did the same thing that I had just done. As it was that he also then once again, began to start to speak right back to me.
"Well... Let's go ahead and get this started then... What are we waiting for?" He said to me. As it was that he had a fair point on just what it was that he had said.
As I felt like for a few moments, I was going to stand there and stare. But this time, I was quick to wake my self up, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact begin to start to nod back to the tom cat, at that.
As it was that I had done as such a thing like that as well. That was when it was that I then did in fact seem to calm my self down finally. As it was that I then did in fact also seem to speak back to him shortly after.
"Well... You take us some where new today... Like last time..." I did in fact just seem to say to him. As it was that I had a smile on my face, just as it was that I had in fact said as to what I had said to the tom cat.
As it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had said. That was when it was that the tom cat dipped his head low to the ground. As it was that he had a bit of a sad look on his face as to just what I had said.
I seemed to stare at him a little bit lost and confused for a few moments. As it was that the tom cat eventually lifted his head back up. As it was that I then did in fact begin to start to also go right on ahead and speak back to me.
"Well... I don't have any thing new... Just that one place... And uh... Well..." He did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to blink my eyes a few times.
As it was that I then did in fact start to under stand what he was getting at. As it was that I knew that I had taken DustEyes to that place. And he had told me to try to keep it a secret, all at the exact same time too.
I realized that the tom cat did in fact kind of feel a little bit betrayed. As it was that I let out a soft sigh to my self all at once. As normally I was not a cat that was one to apologize.
But this time, I kind of felt like I had to do as such a thing. As it was that I then did in fact begin to start to stare right back at the tom cat. And I then did in fact begin to start to speak back to him, all at once.
"I am sorry about that... I just have noticed me and DustEyes have been falling apart... I felt like I should try to bring back a spark..." I did in fact just seem to say to the tom cat, all at the exact same time too.
Just as it was that I had in fact said as to just what I had said. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to calm my self down. As it was that I saw that the tom cat then did in fact nod back to me.
It was clear that he still was not all too happy about it what so ever. But at the very least, he was glad that I had in fact apologized about it. As it was that he then did in fact begin to nod back to me and speak back to me shortly after doing as such.
"And how well did that work?" He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was that he did in fact have his eyes squinted at me as well. Just as soon as it was that he had in fact said what he had said to me.
I realized as to just what it was that he was getting at right away. As it was that I did in fact not feel all too pleased about it. As I felt like I wanted to quickly get off of this subject, never the less.
"It was alright... I think his mind is on other things... As should ours..." I did in fact just seem to say to the tom cat. As it was that I kind of felt a bit stupid as to the fact that I had opened up to the tom cat like that.
I knew that he was not going to go and spread it all around. But it still just did in fact not feel right to me what so ever, all at once. As it was that I knew that the tom cat was still a little bit young, and still had some things that he did in fact need to learn.
I got my mind and my focus off of all of that all at once how ever. As it was that I had my eyes and my focus ahead of us for a few moments. Before it was that I then did in fact hear ShadowHeart seem to go and speak to me, just as he had done before.
"Well... Let's go to that place then... And let's go hunting out side of there... Maybe that will relax you... You clearly need that..." He did in fact just seem to say to me.
As it was that he had a very serious look on his own face. Just as soon as it was that he had in fact said as to just what he had said. As it was that I kind of felt a little bit better, all at the exact same time as well.
I knew that I did not need to find any where new, at all. As I knew that the place we were talking about was the perfect peace. As it was that I then did in fact begin to start to speak back to the tom cat, once again.
"Yeah... Let's go ahead... I'll be right behind you..." I did in fact just seem to say to the tom cat. As it was that I felt a bit stupid as to the fact that I was being that sort of way.
As it was that I knew that I was the leader of the clan. And that it should in fact be me that was taking the lead for us right now. But it luckily did in fact not seem to bother ShadowHeart what so ever.
As it was that he then did in fact go right on ahead and nod back to me. As it was that he then did in fact also seem to turn his head away. As it was that he went on ahead and began to speak out loud, all at once.
"Very well... Let's go then..." He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was clear to me that he seemed to be a little bit lost in his own thoughts. Which I felt like was in fact perfectly fine with me right now.
As bad as it was that I did in fact kind of feel like it was. As to the fact that I was in fact acting that sort of way, all at the exact same time too. I then did in fact go right on ahead and begin to go and walk with him.
Feeling a now new sense of some sort of peace, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to look up at the sky. As it was that I did in fact also go right on ahead and speak to me quietly, after doing as such.
"Peace is what I need"