NettleStar's Nest (A Warrior Cats Manga)

Chapter 25: Perfect For Us

I looked at ShadowHeart right in to his eyes of course. As it was that I could not help but to shiver at what he had in fact just said to me. As it was a word that did in fact kind of make me feel a little bit sick.
I did my best to try to not let it bother me what so ever. As it was that I did my best to act calm and cool. As it was that I saw that ShadowHeart had his eyes above him.
As it was that he also then went on ahead and seemed to speak. Though it didn't seem like he was speaking to me what so ever. As it was that I still did in fact listen as to just what ever it was that he had to say, all at the exact same time too.
"What could this mean though? Is some thing coming?" He did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that he had a very serious look on his face, just as he had said as to just what he had said to him self.
I felt like he had a fair question as to what he had asked. But I kind of felt like it was some thing that I didn't want to hear just now. As it was that I then did in fact go right on ahead and just speak back to him.
"I wanted to come out here for some peace at least... I am already stressed out enough... Let's not worry about it for now... No matter what we think, we will be wrong..." I did in just seem to say to him.
As I knew that it was in fact a terrible way to think, at that. But I simply felt like I didn't want to worry about that at all just now. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to breathe in a rough sigh to my self.
As it was that I had in fact said as to just what I had said. I then did in fact just seem to see him dip his head a bit low to the ground. As it was clear that he did in fact just seem to feel a bit guilty, at that.
As it was that I had in fact noticed that it was the case. I kind of felt a little bit bad for doing such a thing. As it was that I then did in fact also seem to hear him speak back to me.
"Yeah... I suppose you are right... I am sorry..." He did in fact just seem to say all of the sudden. As he did in fact also seem to wince, just as he had said what he had said.
I did my best to just try to keep my self as calm as I could. As it was that I just then simply shook my head a bit to my self. As I shook off all of the rest of those other thoughts, just as it was that I had hoped to do.
As it was that I then did in fact simply stare back in to his eyes. As I then did in fact go on and speak back to him of course. As I knew he was listening as to what it was that I had to say to him just now.
"It's not your fault... I know you are just as worried as I am... These are stressful times... Let's just keep going... Take me to where you were going to take me before..." I did in fact just seem to say to him.
As this time I managed to have a very serious look on my own face. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact said what I had said to him. As it was that it did in fact just seem to manage to keep my self calm for at least the time being, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just sort of felt that kind of way. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to also see him nod back. As he went on ahead, and he then began to speak back as well.
"Yes... I will do so..." He did in fact just seem to say. As he did his best to try to keep him self as calm as he felt like he possibly could, at that. As it was that he then did in fact go right on ahead and seem to turn his head away from me, at that.
As it was that he had in fact done as such a thing like that. In the end, I did in fact just seem to manage to keep my self calm. As I then did in fact go right on ahead and smile back at my self, all at once.
As I just pretended like every thing was in fact fine and okay. Which I knew that it was not the case what so ever. But I did in fact manage to make it feel that sort of way.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to look up at the sky. As it was that I noticed that the leaves were in fact turning to a few different colors just now. As it was that I did in fact just seem to speak to my self, just as I had noticed that.
"Maybe I need to change... Maybe it is just how the world is..." I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I was in fact of course thinking about how the seasons did change.
As it was that I just seemed to stand there and stare for some more time. As in the end, I did in fact just seem to calm my self down. As I then also did in fact seem to just look at what was in fact ahead of me.
Just as it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that. I then noticed that we were right at the border, where I had been yesterday at that. Which was where it was that I had gone to go meet SummerStar.
As it was that I had in fact thought on that for a few moments. I then did in fact just seem to get quite a bit worried all of the sudden. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to speak up to ShadowHeart in a defensive voice.
"What are we doing here?" I did in fact just seem to say, all at the exact same time as well. As it was that I had a very suspicious look on my face as I had said what I had said.
As I felt like he kight know that some thing was going on with me. Which I did in fact hope that it was in fact not the case what so ever. As it was that I felt a bit sick, as it was that I then did in fact just seem to shiver.
As it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that of course. He then had his eyes wide, a little bit lost as to what I was getting at. As it was that he also then just seemed to start to speak right back on over to me.
"I... We aren't going in to SkyClan... Don't worry... That wasn't what I was getting at..." He did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that he did in fact just seem to dip his head a little bit low to the ground.
As it was that he did in fact just seem to have a guilty look on his face. As it was that he had in fact said as to just what he had said to me. As it was that I still wasn't all too sure as to just what that had meant.
I kind of felt like it meant that he did in fact not know about SummerStar. Which did in fact just seem to calm me down quite a bit. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to speak back to him.
"What did you mean by this then? Is this some sort of game?" I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that it almost did in fact just seem to be that I was putting words in his mouth.
The tom cat did in fact have his eyes wide in surprise at first. As it was that in the end, he then did in fact just also shake his head at me. As he then did in fact go on ahead and seem to speak back to me after that.
"No... There is just a nice place close by here that I thought I would take you too... Not any one really knows about it... But it is peaceful there..." He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was that he had his eyes wide, as he was in fact clearly being serious.
As it was that I now kind of felt a bit bad as to the fact that I was in fact pressuring him that hard. As it was that I simply did my best to try to calm my self down. As it was that I did in fact just go and nod back to the tom cat of course.
I now kind of felt a bit guilty as to the fact that it was. That I knew that I was getting far too defensive about some thing so little. As it was that I then did in fact go on ahead and just seem to apologize back to him.
"I am sorry... I just still can't get over things yet... I didn't mean to assume such a thing..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that I knew that I had a bit of a hidden meaning as to what I had said.
But I simply just kept that to my self for the time being. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to see him with his eyes wide. Go right on ahead and just speak right back on over to me, all at the exact same time too.
"It's okay... I under stand NettleStar... I should have thought twice... That is my own fault... Let's just keep going... I promise this place will cheer you up..." He did in fact just seem to say to me, all at once.
As just as it was that he had in fact said what he had said. I kind of did in fact just seem to have my own eyes wide, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact go right on ahead and just speak right back on over to him.
"Excellent... I will be right behind you then..." I did in fact just seem to let him know, at that. As it was that I had a very serious look on my face of course, all at once.
As it was that it did in fact just seem to calm him down a bit. As it was that he then once again just seemed to turn his head away. As it was that he then did in fact just seem to speak back to me, all of the sudden.
"You will love this place... Trust me... Just keep it a secret between us, okay?" He did in fact just seem to say to me, all of the sudden. As it was that I did my best to try to act as calm and as normal as I felt like I could.
As in the end, I then did in fact just seem to smile back at him. Even though I knew that he didn't have his eyes on me at all right now. It still did in fact just seem to calm me down, all at the exact same time too.
It also kind of made me feel just a bit guilty, at that. As to the fact that I knew that I was going to be leaving this clan fairly soon. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to breathe in a rough sigh to my self.
As in the end, I did in fact just seem to close my eyes. As I did in fact follow his paw steps, all at once. As it was that I did in fact just seem to whisper to my self, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
"I have a lot of hard decisions to make coming up..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could.
It did in fact make me feel better to know as to the fact. That I did in fact have a few clan mates that did in fact still respect me. As I then did in fact just seem to smile as it was that I had in fact thought on that.
Just as it was that I had in fact thought on that as well. I then did in fact just seem to start to notice that the tom cat had stopped walking. As it was that I then began to start to get a little bit lost and worried.
I then all of the sudden did in fact just seem to open my eyes. As I saw the tom cat right in front of me, staring at me with a bit smile on his face. As just as I had opened my eyes, he also then did in fact go on ahead and start to speak right on over to me.
"Look around NettleStar! Isn't is beautiful?!" He did in fact just seem to say to me, at that. As it was that he did in fact just seem to have a big smile on his face.
As it was that I saw him self look all around us, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to calm my self down. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to do the same thing that he had done.
My eyes grew wide as it was that I saw what it was that was in fact all around us of course. As it was in fact one of the most beautiful things that I felt like I had ever seen before. As it was that I had not even realized that this was here on our land.
It was clear that not many others had realized it either. Just based off of what ShadowHeart had said to me. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to speak out loud, all at the exact same time too.
"Wow... This... This is amazing!" I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I did in fact just seem to start to have a very excited voice. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had said.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there. That was when it was that I saw ShadowHeart start to look right on over to me. As it was that he also began to speak to me as he did as such.
"I told you, that you would love it! I just don't want to get the message out all around the clan... It is peaceful when there is silence..." He did in fact just seem to say, all at the exact same time as well.
As it was that I also then did in fact just seem to see him close his eyes. As it was that he did in fact just seem to relax him self as well. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to do the same thing that he had.
As it was that I realized that he was in fact correct with the silence. As I did in fact not even seem to hear the noise of crickets any where. As it was that it kind of had me a little bit scared and a little bit worried.
I then did in fact just seem to gulp all of the sudden. As it was that I then did in fact also just seem to open my eyes all of the sudden. As I then did in fact speak to ShadowHeart, just as I had done as such a thing.
I saw the tom cat turn his head right on over to me all of the sudden. As he did in fact just seem to stare at me right in to my eyes. Just as soon as I had done as such a thing like that.
"Doesn't it bother you... The fact that it is so quiet?" I did in fact just seem to say to him. As it was that I had a very serious look on my face.
As it was that I waited to see how it was that he was to react. And I waited to see as to just how he was to respond to this, all at once. As in the end, he then did in fact just seem to have his eyes wide, all of the sudden.
As it was that he also then did in fact just seem to shake his head towards me, at that. Which did in fact kind of feel like it had surprised me. As I then did in fact just seem to also hear him go and start to speak right back on over to me.
"No... It is too peaceful... Maybe for the first time... But I have been here far too many times at this point..." He did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was that he did in fact just seem to be calm, at that.
As it was that it did in fact just seem to calm me down a bit. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to smile as it was that I had thought on that. As it was that I then looked above the trees, and up to the sky.
As it was that I had done as such a thing like that of course. I then did in fact just seem to sooth my self quite a bit, all at once. As it was that I then also began to start to speak back to him in a gentle voice, just as it was that I had done as such a thing like that.
"This is truly amazing... You are lucky to have found this place..." I did in fact just seem to say to him. As it was that I did in fact just seem to hold that smile for a little bit longer.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to see him look right on over to me. As he saw the serious look that it was that I had on my own face just now. As it was that he then did in fact just seem to dip his head a little bit low to the ground.
He seemed to have a little bit of a guilty look on his face as he did so. As I was a little bit lost as to just why that was in fact the case. As it was that I once again just seemed to hear him start to speak right back on over to me.
"Yeah... I had it hidden for a while as just a secret... I am sorry... I came here after I finished most of my days... But I saw you seemed a bit down... So I figured I'd share it with you!" He did in fact just seem to say.
As it was clear that he was in fact a little bit guilty as to the fact that it was, all at once. That he had in fact kept all of this hidden to him self for so long, all at once. Which I felt like I could not blame him for doing so.
As it was that I felt like I was not at all upset by any of that what so ever. As I just then did in fact just seem to simply calm my self down. As I then did in fact go right on ahead and seem to look right back at him.
I had the same smile that it was that I did in fact seem to have before. As it was that I then did in fact also just seem to speak right back to him. As it was that I saw that his eyes were wide as I did so.
"Thank you for sharing this with me... It truly does mean so much to me..." I did in fact just seem to say to him. As it was that I did in fact just seem to find some peace, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
As it was just as it was that he had said it had been. As it was nothing but pure silence, as it seemed to be the best thing in the world to me. As I held on to all of that for quite a bit of some time, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have done so. That was when it was that I eventually after a little bit more of some time. Did in fact just seem to start to hear his voice begin to speak back to me.
"You can tell others about this place or not... It doesn't bother me... I just felt like I should lighten your day... Which I clearly did..." He did in fact just seem to say to me, all at once. As it was that he did in fact almost just seem to be proud of him self.
As to just what it was that he had in fact just said to me all of the sudden. As it was that I felt like I could not at all blame him for feeling that way. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to simply nod back to him, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I had stared back at him for just a little bit longer. I then did in fact just seem to start to think of a good idea for me. As I then did in fact go right on ahead and start to speak right back to him.
"Thank you... I will keep this as a secret for the time being... This really did mean a lot to me..." I did in fact just seem to say to him. As it was that my eyes were in fact wide, letting him know I was serious.
As it was that he had in fact realized that it was the case. That was when it was that he just seemed to nod back to me one more time. As it was that he did in fact go right on ahead and stare at it all, just as it was that I was doing right now.
As it was that the both of us did that for just a bit longer. I then began to start to realize as to just why I wanted this as a little bit of a secret. As I knew that I could take SummerStar here one of these days, at that.
I then just seemed to relax my self, just as I had thought that way. As it was that I then did in fact once again just seem to close my eyes. As I then whispered to my self quietly, as it was that I had done as such a thing.
"I can't wait... Things will be perfect for us..."