NettleStar's Nest (A Warrior Cats Manga)

Chapter 35: Don't Go!

It was rough for the both of us, having to take her through the water. As she was not in the condition to do as such a thing like that. As it was that I did in fact just seem to regret as to just what I was doing.
How ever, out of my own greed and love for her. I felt like none of that did in fact seem to matter. Though I could tell that she was waiting for me to change my mind when we had got to the other side of that.
I was not going to do as such a thing like that how ever. As I did in fact still feel like I wanted to take her to the peaceful place. As I then did in fact just seem to go and speak out loud, all at the exact same time too.
"It is all easy from here... That was the hardest part..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, all at once. As it was that I did in fact just seem to have a very serious look on my face, at that.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to look at SummerStar. As it was clear that she was in fact a bit worried. As I did in fact seem it in her very wide eyes, all of the sudden.
I did my best to try to keep the both of us as calm as I could. As it was that she did in fact blink her eyes a few times. As it was that she also then began to go on ahead and speak to me.
"I hope so... Because I am not sure how I am going to get back to the other side when the time comes..." She did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was that she did in fact seem to be quite a bit worried about that.
I kind of gulped, as I felt like she did in fact have a fair point. But at the same time as well, I felt like I didn't want to worry about that just yet. As I let out a little bit of a rough sigh all of the sudden, too.
As it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I turned my head away from her, all of the sudden. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to once again go and speak out loud.
"It is okay... When you see this place you will be healed... That is how it is for every cat that has been... It is truly special..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once.
As it was that I had a very serious look on my own face, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact seem to start to smile all at once. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had said.
I did in fact just seem to hold on to that smile for some time. As in the end, I then once again began to start to hear the voice of SummerStar, all at the exact same time too. As it was that she once again seemed to go on ahead and speak back to me.
"I don't need healing... These are my kits that were talking about..." She did in fact just seem to say. As it was clear to me that she was in fact not in a good mood what so ever.
I kind of winced as it was that she did in fact refer to them as her kits. As if it was that she was saying that I was in fact not the father. As it was that I knew that it was not the case what so ever, all at once.
As I just got my mind and my focus off of all of that. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to go right on ahead. And I then did in fact begin to start to go and speak to my self quietly, all at the exact same time too.
"She will be fine when she gets that... She just needs to see it... She needs to feel it for her self..." I did in fact just seem to tell my self. As it was that I did in fact truly believe as to just what it was that I had said.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to still stand there. And I did in fact just seem to continue to stare out in to the woods. That was when it was that she once again began to speak in the same grouchy tone as before.
"Are we just going to stand here on some rival clans land... Or are we going to go?" She did in fact just seem to say to me, all at once. As it was that she did in fact just seem to bring up a fair point on that.
Just as it was that I had in fact seemed to have woken my self up. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to look back at her. As I then did in fact also nod back to her as I had done as such.
I did in fact just seem to continue to stand there and stare. As in the end, I then did in fact just seem to go on ahead and speak to her. As I knew she was listening as to just what I had to say to her, at that.
"Yes... Sorry... I am just excited... You should be too..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, all at once. As it was that I did in fact simply continue to smile as to just what I had said.
Just as it was that it had in fact seemed to have been the case. That was when it was that I just seemed to see that she was not all too happy. As it was that I just did my best to simply keep my self as calm as I could.
Just as it was that I had realized that it was the case, all at once. I turned my head away from her, all at the exact same time as well. Though I did in fact just seem to hear her grunt some thing to her self, at that.
"Yeah... Kind of hard to be..." She did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what it was that she had meant by that. As it was that I just simply did my best to try to not think.
As it was that I had in fact continued to have stared. That was when it was that I also then began to start to wake my self up. And I then did in fact just seem to breathe in quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self.
Just as it was that I had seemed to have let that be the case. I then did in fact just seem to go on and just walk ahead to where I needed to go. As I knew that it was not at all too far from where we were at now.
As it was that I had seemed to have got my eyes focused on that one direction, at that. That was when it was that I just then went right on ahead. And I then did in fact just seem to go and speak out loud, at that.
"Just keep going... Not far away... You will see..." I seemed to say, as if I was talking to SummerStar. Though the tone and the fade of my voice seemed like I was talking to my self.
As it was that I just simply seemed to continue to go on ahead. And I did in fact just seem to go to where it was that I needed to be at. As it was that I did in fact still smile all the while I was in fact doing as such.
As it was that I had seemed to have walked a bit further. That was when it was that I noticed the change in the smell, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to hear another grunt come from SummerStar.
"Well at least we are out of there... But since you haven't even told your own clan about us yet? How much do you think they will be happy to see me?" She did in fact just seem to say, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that she did in fact just seemed to have a serious tone of voice, at that. As this time it was clear that she was still not happy. But she was at least not saying what she had said because she was angry.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I could, at that. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to once again look back at her. As it was that I did in fact also just seem to speak to her in return, as well.
"It doesn't matter... We will be fine... Only a couple cats come out here, and they both know about us..." I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I felt strong and calm, just as it was that I had said that.
Though it was clear that it was still besides her point, at that. As it was that I did in fact just seem to see her squint her eyes at me. As it was that she also then began to shake her head back at me as well.
I didn't think twice about that what so ever, at all. As it was that I felt like I did not want to deal with her taking shots at me right now. As I turned my head away from her, all at the exact same time as well.
Just as it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that. I once again did in fact hear her speak to me from behind my back. As it was that I felt like I didn't really want to hear her, though I still did listen.
"What ever... Let's just go then..." She did in fact just seem to say. As she did in fact seem to have the same not so happy tone as before.
I once again simply ignored her doing as such a thing like that. As I did my best to try to keep my self calm and at peace, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to speak to my self quietly, all at once.
"Every thing will be okay once we get there..." I did in fact just seem to tell my self, all at once. As it was that I did in fact truly believe as to just what it was that I had told my self, at that.
I knew that it was in fact going to be the case, none the less. As I knew that my best friend DustEyes had been the exact same way as I had. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for some time.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to stare. And I did in fact just seem to smile quite a bit, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I did in fact just seem to do as such a thing like that.
In the end, I then did in fact just seem to wake my self up. And I then did in fact go on ahead and also start to stop my self. As it was that I had a big smile on my face, as it was that I did in fact seem to speak up as before.
"Well... I told you SummerStar... We are  now here..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that I knew that just a few more paw steps. Then we would in fact be in the peaceful clearing, at that.
As it was that I did my best to try to act as calm as I felt like I could. As in the end, I did in fact seem to just once again have the same smile as before. As it was that I seemed to hear the voice of SummerStar, all at once.
"Okay... And I don't see what is so great about this place..." She did in fact just seem to say. As it was that she did in fact just seem to walk up by my side, at that.
I did in fact just seem to turn my head on over to her. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to roll my eyes back on over to her. Which it was clear that she was not at all too sure why I had done as such a thing like that.
As it was that she had in fact just seemed to stare for some more time, all at once. In the end, I did in fact just seem to go on ahead. And I then did in fact begin to go and speak right back on over to her.
"Well... That's because it's just a few more steps... You will see..." I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I felt like I could already feel the peace flowing through me.
As it was that I knew that I could not have a rough tone of voice. With the fact that it was in fact the case, all at the exact same time too. As I just then did in fact just seem to go right on ahead, all at once.
And I then did in fact seem to see her eyes grow wide as she noticed it. As it was that she seemed to shake a little bit in excitement. As it was that she then seemed to speak to me in a much more calm voice.
"Alright... Why don't you go ahead and show me then..." She did in fact just seem to say. As it was that she did in fact have a genuine smile. Just as soon as it was that she had in fact said as to what she had said.
I smiled right back at her, all at the exact same time as well. As it was that I then also began to go on ahead and turn my head away from her. As it was that I then did in fact begin to get my eyes on the woods.
I could already see the other side, all at once, at that. As it was that I did in fact just seem to take a few steps. As it was that I did in fact seem to speak out loud as soon as it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that.
"Alright... Just stay with me..." I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I did in fact seem to be lost in my own world almost. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact said what I had said.
As it was that it had in fact just seemed to be the case, all at once. In the end, I then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead. And I then did in fact begin to go and hear her speak back to me quietly.
"I always will..." I did in fact just seem to hear her say. As it was that it only seemed to add on to the peace that I felt right now. As it was that I knew that there was no other cat that I would rather have by my side than her right now.
I did in fact try my best to keep my self as calm as I felt like I could. As it was that I just simply continued to stand there and stare. As it was that I then did in fact begin to walk right in to the clearing, all at once.
Just as it was that I did in fact notice that it was in fact the case. I then did in fact hear quite a bit of some noise, all at once. As it was that it was in fact a very peaceful bit of noise that I did in fact just seem to hear.
I just seemed to stop my self, as I stared all around with my eyes wide. As it was that I did my best to act as calm as I felt like I could, at that. As it was that I then did in fact begin to start to go and just speak out loud, once again.
"The birds are happy that you are here today SummerStar..." I did in fact just seem to say to my mate. As it was that I did in fact just seem to hold the exact same smile as before.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what I had said. As it was that I did in fact just seem to go right on ahead and look back at her. Just as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what I had said.
As it was that it had in fact just seemed to have been the case. In the end, I then did in fact just seem to hear her go and speak back to me. As she had her eyes wide and to the sky, as she did as such a thing like that.
"I wonder what this would be like in the night time... This is... Wow... You were right... I am sorry..." She did in fact just seem to say. As it was clear that she had a bit of a guilty look on her face all of the sudden.
As it was that it was clear to me that she did in fact just seem to feel quite a bit bad about the way that she had been a few moments ago. Which I felt like she should in fact not be so. As it was that I felt like we were way past that at this point.
I just simply rolled my eyes at her all of the sudden. As it was that I then did in fact seem to turn my head away from her, at that. As it was that I also just began to go and speak back to her, all at once.
"No need to be sorry... DustEyes was the same way as well... This is just amazing... This is... Well this is a lot of the reason why I am scared to leave too..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once.
As it was that I knew that if I had not found this place. I would probably be in Thunderclan right now. And I would have already made a bad decision on my next successor.
As it was that I just seemed to stand there and stare, at that. I just shook my head, as it was that I got my mind off of all of those thoughts. Which luckily with how peaceful every thing did in fact seem to be.
It did in fact not take me long to get my mind off of all of that. As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to start to go right on ahead. And I then did in fact just seem to go and hear her speak back to me.
"I don't blame you... Wow... I wish my home had some thing like this..." She did in fact seem to say. As it was that based off of her words, you would think she was jealous.
But the tone of her voice did in fact not seem to show any of that. As it was that I did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for some more time. As in the end, I then did in fact just seem to wake my self up.
As it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, all at once. I then did in fact just still seem to think on what she had said. As I was not all too sure as to just why it was in fact the case, all at once.
As it was that I did in fact seem to stare at her still. That was when it was that I my self, did in fact just seem to go and speak back to her. As she did listen as to just what it was that I had to say, all at once.
"Does it change your mind?" I did in fact just seem to say to her. As it was that she seemed to have her eyes wide at the sky. Almost as if she had not heard as to just what it was that I had said to her.
How ever, after a little bit more of some time, none the less. She then did in fact just seem to stop her self, all at the exact same time too. As it was that she did in fact just seem to look right on over to me.
She seemed to tilt her head as soon as she had done as such a thing. As it was in fact clear to me that she almost did in fact seem to be lost. Though I felt like I had made what I had said fairly clear, none the less.
It was clear to me that she did in fact know as to what I was getting at. As it was that she then did in fact blink her eyes a few times. As it was that she then began to speak back to me, all at the exact same time as well.
"To join ShadowClan?" She did in fact seem to say, all at the exact same time as well. As it was that I knew that I had not been straight out to ask her if she did in fact want that.
But at the same time as well, I felt like I had clearly shown that to be the intent, at that. As she had in fact clearly picked up on it, as well. As it was that I did in fact seem to have a big smile on my face, all at once.
I seemed to continue to smile at her, as it was that she seemed to snap back to reality. As it was that she got her mind off of the peaceful setting. As it was that she then did in fact also seem to let out a rough sigh, at that.
Just as it was that she had in fact done as such a thing like that. That was when it was that I then began to go and speak back to her. As it was that I knew she was listening as to just what it was that I had to say to her.
"Yeah... Maybe it doesn't have to be me that has to go... Maybe this will change your mind..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to look back at the sky, at that.
As it was that I let the peace seem to flow on to me for quite a bit of some time, at that. That was until I then did in fact seem to hear her voice. As it was clear to me that she was no longer the same as she had been just a few moments before now.
"No... And I am sorry NettleStar... As much as this place is truly amazing... I love my home, and I love my clan mates far too much..." She did in fact just seem to say back to me.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to hear what she had said. I then did in fact seem to dip my head a little bit low to the ground. As it was that I did in fact kind of feel the same way about things as she did.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I could. As I knew that now was my time to make my decision as to just what I was to do. As it was that I could in fact feel my heart racing.
I did my best to act as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once. As it was that I then all of the sudden just seemed to make up my mind. As I looked at her right in to her eyes, and I then did in fact seem to speak back to her.
"I love my home and my clan mates as well SummerStar... But SummerStar... I love-" I did in fact just seem to begin to say to her, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
As just as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had even said. That was when it was that I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead. And I then began to go and hear her scream loudly, as if it was that she was in pain.
As it was that my heart then did in fact just seem to stop. As it was that I was in fact completely lost as to just what it was that she was doing. As I then did in fact begin to start to go and just hear her speak back to me in pain.
"Ow! It hurts so much NettleStar! Ooooohhhhh! Please help me! Help me please NettleStar!" I did in fact just seem to hear her say. As it was that I was in fact completely lost and shocked as to just what to do.
As it was that I had in fact seemed to stand there and stare for some time, all at once. I then began to start to panic, all of the sudden. As I had not a single clue as to what she was in fact talking about right now.
As it was that I seemed to stand there and stare for some more time. In the end, I just then did in fact begin to go right on ahead. And I then seemed to go and speak right back on over to her, all at once.
"What?! What's going on?!" I did in fact just seem to say back to her. As it was that I did my best to act as calm and as normal as I felt like I could. Though it was clear to me that I was in fact failing at it, all at once.
SummerStar had her eyes wide, as she seemed to still scream in pain. As it was that I did in fact have my eyes wide as she did as such. As it was that her eyes were just as wide as it was that mine did in fact seem to be.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to see her look at me in to her eyes. That was when it was that she then did in fact go right on ahead and start to speak back to me. As I listened as to just what it was that she had to say.
"I- I don't know! But some thing in side of me hurts! And it feels like it wants to get out! Owwww!!!" She did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I was still completely lost as to just what she was talking about.
That was until I heard her moans and groans, and screams of pain. As it was that it then did in fact just seem to remind me of some thing. As it was that it was some thing that had happened a few moons ago.
I remember because it had been the middle of the night when it was that it had happened. As it was that it had in fact woken up the entire camp. As it was that it was DustEyes mate, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I realized as to the fact as to just what it was that it meant. My heart then did in fact just seem to go and speak back to her. As it was that I did my best to keep my self as calm as I felt like I could.
"You're going in to labor... The kits are coming now..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, all at once. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just how I had managed to keep my self calm just as it was that I had said that.
As it was that I did in fact still seem to stand there and stare. That was when it was that through all of the pain that she was dealing with right now. I could in fact see that she was in fact shocked by what I had said.
She then did in fact all of the sudden seem to realize that it was. That I was in fact correct with just what it was that I had told her. As it was that I was sure that it had happened in Thunderclan a few times, at that.
As it was that I just seemed to continue to stand there and stare. In the end, I then did in fact just seem to wake my self up a fair bit. She then did in fact just seem to go and speak right back at me, at that.
"Oh no... You need to get HeronNose right now!" She did in fact just seem to say to me, all of the sudden. As it was that she seemed to have a very serious look on her face, just as it was that she had said that to me.
I was surprised that she managed to be as calm as she was right now. As it was that I did in fact just seem to stare at her with my eyes wide. As it was that I also then did in fact just seem to shake my head back at her.
She seemed to be lost as to just why I had done as such a thing like that. As it was that I just simply seemed to go and speak back to her. As it was that she still did listen as to just what it was that I had to say to her just now.
"No... I need to get HeartPump! He knows what to do, and he is way closer!" I did in fact just seem to say back to her. As it was that I had a very serious look on my face just as soon as I had said that.
Just as soon as soon as it was that it had been the case, all at once. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to go on ahead. And I then did in fact turn my head away from her, none the less.
I felt safe enough, and I felt ready to go on ahead and run to camp. As I knew that this was not some thing to take lightly what so ever. How ever it did in fact seem like SummerStar had other things in mind.
Just as it was that I had in fact seemed to have taken a few steps. That was when it was that I then began to start to hear her speak. As it was that I did in fact listen as to just what it was that she had to say to me.
"No... Please don't go!"