NettleStar's Nest (A Warrior Cats Manga)

Chapter 34: Hold On To Me

The last few days had been quite a bit hard on me, at that. As it was that I felt like I was in fact quite a bit worn out just now. As it was that I had not been sleeping good at all, as I knew that I had a bad dream.
When it was that I had in fact been at the place with ShadowHeart. As it was that I kind of wished that I had in fact not fallen asleep there. As though I did in fact not remember any of what had in fact happened in the dream.
It had been hard for me to want to go back to the place since then. As I kind of felt like I wanted to do as such a thing like that badly. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to speak to my self, all at once.
"The patrols are arranged... I have the rest of the day off for my self... I can do what ever I want..." I did in fact just seem to realize. As it was that a smile then did in fact just seem to come up on to my face.
That was until I also realized that today was the day I was supposed to meet SummerStar. As it was that I dipped my head a bit low to the ground. As I was not all too sure as to just why it was in fact the case.
I knew that I did in fact love the she cat very dearly, all at once. As it was that I kind of just seemed to stare down at the ground. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to start to speak to my self a bit quietly.
"Well... Maybe I can take her some where for once..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that each and every time it was that we did in fact meet up.
I did in fact always seem to be in their clans land. Always at that old two leg nest as well, at that. As I was tired of being at two leg places at this point, as well.
As it was that I had in fact thought on that for some more time. I then did in fact just seem to blink my eyes a few times, at that. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to get my eyes on the fact that it was.
That I was right out side the ShadowClan land right now. As I was a little bit afraid to go across it, none the less. That was until I then reminded my self of some thing out loud.
"PiperStar said that I could go across as long as I didn't make trouble..." I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I also then began to start to nod to my self all of the sudden. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to smile quite a bit to my self.
Just as it was that I had in fact thought on that all of the sudden. I then began to start to feel safe to get across, all at once. As it was that I did still take one last look, before it was that I began to go across the lands.
I made sure to do it quickly, all at the exact same time too. As though the tom cat said that I could in fact do it. I also knew that it did not mean that I should stay in their land for a long period of time, at that.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to speed up, at that. In the end, I just then did in fact seem to go calm down. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to go and speak to my self out loud, all at the exact same time too.
"Well... This is going to be a fun day I suppose!" I did in fact just seem to say to my self. As it was that I did in fact also seem to have a smile on my face, just as it was that I had said as to just what I had said.
Just as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had said. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to track the scent of Thunderclan cats. As my eyes grew wide, as I was a little bit lost as to just why it was the case at first.
That was until I then did in fact realize that I was at the border. As it was that I still knew that I needed to be careful going across. As I still knew that I did not want to get caught by any of those cats either.
Just as it was that I had in fact began to do as such a thing like that. I then did in fact just seem to get my eyes on the direction of the two leg place. As it was that I then did in fact once again speak to my self, at that.
"Alright... Almost there..." I did in fact just seem to say. As a smile did in fact just seem to come up on my face. As I still kept my self as calm as it was that I felt like I could.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to go to the two leg place. That I did in fact now see on the other side of the woods, all at once. As it was that I did in fact feel a whole lot more safe now that I was there.
I could already smell the scent of my mate in side. As though I did in fact not really like the scent of Thunderclan cats, at that. I still knew that the scent of my mate was still one that I could in fact love.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to hold that smile for a little bit longer. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to speak up from in side. As it was that I just then did in fact make sure that she could hear me.
"I'm coming in SummerStar!" I did in fact just seem to say. As it was that I knew that she was the one who had got here first this time. As I had been a little  bit late due to the fact that I was in fact arranging patrols.
How ever, it seemed like she had in fact not lost her patience. As it was clear to me that she was in fact still waiting on me, all at once. As it was that I just then began to start to hear her voice come from in side.
"Finally... It feels like I have been waiting for days..." She did in fact just seem to say from in side. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to see her face as I walked on in.
As it was that she did in fact have a little bit of a smirk on it. As it was clear to me that she was in fact not upset with me what so ever. As it was clear to me that she was in fact simply only messing around.
As it was that I did in fact just seem to smile back at me, all at once. As it was that I also seemed to shake my head back at her. As it was that I then did in fact also go on ahead and just speak back to her, as well.
"Well... I have been waiting for several days as well... I can't wait to see you more..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, all at once. As it was that I did in fact just seem to have a very serious look on my face, at that.
So that she knew that I had in fact meant what I had said. On the clear fact that it was that I was talking about going to join her in her clan. As it was that I was in fact excited to do as such a thing like that.
Just as it was that it had in fact just seemed to have been the case. In the end, I then did in fact just seem to see her smile back at me. As it was that I also began to start to hear her speak back to me, all at once.
"And I have been waiting for you to tell me that for a while... You have everything ready for that?" She did in fact just seem to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that she did in fact just seem to be serious on just what it was that she had said to me. As it was that I did in fact just seem to gulp as soon as it was in fact the case. As it was that I did my best to act as calm as I felt like I could in fact do.
After a few moments, she did in fact just seem to squint her eyes at me. As it made me realize that I needed to go and respond to her fast. As I then did in fact go right on ahead and begin to do as such a thing like that.
"Well... Yes... I think so for the most part at least... I haven't told any one who my new deputy will be... But I think I have a good idea..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, all at the exact same time as well, at that.
As it was that I then did in fact just seem to continue to smile at her. As it was that I had in fact said what I had just said to her. As it was that I hoped that it would in fact make her happy as well.
How ever, she continued to squint her eyes at me, all at once. As it was clear that she was not too pleased with what I had said for what ever reason. As it was that she then did in fact go on ahead and speak back to me.
"New deputy? Don't you mean new leader? You can't still lead the clan if you live with me..." She did in fact just seem to say, all at the exact same time as well, all at once.
As it was that my eyes then did in fact just seem to grow wide. As to the fact that it was, that she had in fact said as to just what she had said to me. As it was that I was not at all too sure how to respond to that at first.
As it was that I did in fact just seem go and simply stare at her. Almost as if I did in fact not under stand as to just what she was getting at. Which did in fact just seem to feel like it was in fact the case at first.
That was until I then began to start to also remember, all at once. That our clans were not living together such as we once were. As it was that I just then did in fact go right on ahead and start to speak back to her.
"Yes... Sorry... I am going to join you... So yes they will be the new leader of my clan..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, at that. As it was that she then did in fact just seem to roll her eyes at me, just as I had said that.
I was still a little bit lost as to just why it was the case at first. As it was that I did in fact just seem to tilt my head a little bit back at her. As it was that she then did in fact just seem to let out quite a bit of a rough sigh.
She then did in fact just seem to turn her head away from me, all at once. As it was that she then did in fact just seem to go and look out side the window, all at once. As it was that she also began to speak to me as she had done as such a thing like that.
"It's not going to be your clan any more NettleStar... Thunderclan will be your new home like it or not... And I think you will soon come to like it... I love living here... I wouldn't give it up for any thing..." She said to me.
As it was that she then turned her head on over to me, all at once. As she did in fact seem to have a very serious look on her face, at that. As I kind of did in fact just seem to wonder as to just what she had meant at the end.
I kind of just did my best to try to not think too deep on it what so ever. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to shake my head a little bit. And I then did in fact also just seem to go and start to speak right back on over to her my self.
"Well... I know it won't be my home very soon from now... But I have a very nice and peaceful place that no one in ShadowClan knows about... I would like to show you it... You will love it..." I did in fact just seem to say to her.
As I made sure that I had a bit of a calm and soothing tone in my voice. Just as it was that I had in fact said as to just what I had said to her. As it was clear that it had in fact just seemed to surprise her a fair bit.
She had her eyes wide, as she did in fact just seem to stare at me for a bit of some time. Before it was that she then did in fact just seem to go on ahead and nod back to me. As it was that she then did in fact begin to go and speak back to me as well.
"I understand that this is hard on you as well NettleStar... If this place is as beautiful as you make it out to be... Than I will come with you... But just this one time..." She said to me with a quite serious look on her face.
It was clear to me that she did in fact not want to do it what so ever. But with the love that she did in fact have for me, at that. It was clear that she was in fact willing to go across borders to go and see it.
As it was that I did in fact realize that it was in fact the case. In the end, I then did in fact just seem to smile back at her, all at once. As I thought it might be a bad idea for me to do as such a thing like that.
That was until it came back to me just as to how amazing the place was. As I knew that if she was to go and see it for her self. Than she would love the place, at that, as it was that I then did in fact just seem to go and speak out loud, all at once.
"Oh... Trust me... You will love it as soon as you see it... It will be well worth your time and energy..." I did in fact just seem to say, all at once. As it was that I did in fact wince as to just what it was that I had said.
I knew that she did in fact not have as much energy as she was used to having, at that. Due to the fact that she was in fact carrying a fair amount of kits. All at the exact same time as well, never the less.
As it was that I had in fact continued to have stood there and stared. In the end, I then did in fact make up my mind, all at once. That I was not going to let any thing change my mind, unless it was in fact from her.
I just seemed to stand there and stand firm, all at once. That was until she then did in fact just seem to start to speak to me, at that. As it was that it then did in fact just seem to wake my self up all of the sudden.
"Well... What are we waiting for then?" She did in fact just seem to say to me, all at once. As it was that she then did in fact just seem to lift her self up from where she was laying.
I noticed that it was quite a bit hard for her to do as such a thing like that, all at once. As it was that I was really trying my best to stay calm. As it was that I knew it was not going to change my mind still.
I then did in fact just seem to simply go and nod back at her. As it was that I just then also began to go and speak back to her right after that. As she did in fact just listen as to what it was that I had to say to her.
"Follow me..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, all at once. As it was that I did in fact do my best to try to keep my self as calm as I could, all at the exact same time as well. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to smile a little bit to my self.
As I knew that just as soon as it was that she was to see the place for her self, all at once. Than she would be very grateful that I took her to it. As even DustEyes had been willing to admit that it was an amazing place.
I just hoped that we were in fact going to be the only ones there. Even though I knew that the only other ones that knew about it. Also did in fact know that I was in fact mates with SummerStar, at that.
Just as soon as it was that I had in fact seemed to have thought on that. That was when it was that I then did in fact just seem to hear the voice of SummerStar, at that. As it was that she then just seemed to speak right on over to me, at that.
"Don't you think it's a bad idea for both of our scents to go across the SkyClan land? That would be suspicious to see us clans meeting together again..." She did in fact just seem to say, all at the exact same time as well.
Just as soon as it was that it had in fact just seemed to have been the case. In the end, that was when it was that I just seemed to shake my head back at her. As it was that I did in fact feel safe and I did in fact feel calm.
As it was that I just then did in fact just seem to look at her right in to her eyes, at that. As it was clear that she was in fact quite a bit confused about all of it still. As it was that I went on ahead and just simply did in fact seem to speak back to her.
"No... PiperStar knows about us now... I had to tell him... He knew about me going through his land..." I did in fact just seem to say to her. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to see her squint her eyes at me.
As it was clear that she did in fact not like as to what I had said. As I did in fact just wonder if it was in fact the name of PiperStar. As I knew that she and the SkyClan leader did in fact not get along very well, at that.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to have stood there. That was when it was that I just then began to blink my eyes a few times. As I then did in fact go right on ahead and hear her start to speak back to me.
"So every one knows about it at this point besides your own clan? Brilliant..." She said. As it was clear that she was in fact being sarcastic with just what it was that she had in fact just said to me.
I kind of gulped, just as soon as it was that she had in fact said that to me. As it was that I did my best to also try to act as calm as I could. As it was that I did in fact simply seem to dip my head a bit low to the ground.
I seemed to stand there and stare below me for some time. Before it was that I just then also did in fact seem to wake my self up. As it was that I then did in fact go on ahead and simply speak back to the she cat.
"Well... Just about... I am waiting for the right time..." I did in fact just seem to say to her, all at the exact same time too, all at once. As I felt like that was just about all that I could in fact say to her at this point.
As it was that I had in fact just seemed to still stare at her. That was when it was that she just seemed to let out a rough sigh once again. As it was still clear to me that she was in fact not at all happy with that response.
I did my best to just try to keep my self as calm as I could. As it was that I got my focus on to what it was that was in front of us. Just as soon as it was that she then did in fact just seem to go and speak back to me.
"You say that every time..." She did in fact just seem to say to me. As it was in fact clear to me that she was not at all happy with that. As I felt like I could in fact not blame her for that being the case either.
I knew that I used the same excuse it felt like each and every time. As it was that I was not all too sure as to just what I was scared of. As it was that I did in fact just seem to shiver as I even tried to think on it.
Just as it was that I had in fact seemed to have been that way. I then did in fact get my eyes and my focus on the fact that it was. That there was some thing in front of us that did in fact just seem to block the way.
I just then did in fact just seem to start to remember the river. As it was that I also realized that this was going to be hard on SummerStar. As it was that I then did in fact just seem to speak right on over to her, at that.
"Alright... You're going to have to hold on to me..."