Mrs Scuderi

chapter twenty nine

                Fabiana's Pov
I get off my bed already exhausted despite it being morning. I know Amelia is trying to help but she can be alot with the caring. But for some reason i find it attractive. Mom hasn't called, texted or popped by since the announcement and i can't tell if it's a good or bad thing. I walk into the bathroom to find Amelia there in a short blue robe doing her morning face routine or whatever it is that women do with their faces. I try my best to appear invisible so we don't ruin each other's mornings with her being the cause of it. "Hey Fabi,"she says softly still looking in the mirror. "Hey Shortie,"i say stripping down to nothing and onning the shower feeling her eyes on me.

I'm ready to get in the shower when i feel her hand on my back tracing a tattoo I got recently. "When did you get this?"she asks still tracing gently on it making my muscles tense up abit. "The second day after group therapy,"i say genuinely. Letting her hands roam my body and when the get to my breasts i grab them firmly and move them away from there with my back still facing her .

"The last time we did this you avoided me for a week,"

"Yeah but I'm over it,"she says leaving me in the dark about what i did wrong.

"what did i do?"

"You really want to do this right now?" She asks removing her hands from my grip and i just nod now completely turned to face her. "I felt used when you span me around and fucked me like i was some random girl you didn't give a shit about as long as you got off,"she says and it hits me how she wasn't even facing me after i got out of the shower. She doesn't even condition her hair unless she's fully washing it which is in the evenings but not all of them. Oh fuck me! I think to myself covering my face with my palms. I was too fucking focused on feeling nothing i treated her with the exact feeling. She must have felt so disrespected.

"I'm such an A hole!"i mutter out loud and she just stands there studying me. "I'm so sorry. From now on its completely on your terms, i won't touch you unless you want me to,"i say realising it should have been about her sexual needs first then mine as per the agreement. "My terms?"she asks dropping her rob to reveal her chocolate body with her bouncy breasts sitting gracefully unattended to. I can't help but gawk as if I'm just now noticing how perfect her features are. I've been observing her alot lately and i don't know why.

The way she taps her nose with her index finger when she's trying to remember something or thinking, the way she moves her lips side to side when she's trying to make a decision, how she likes her hair in an afro when she's home and how she hates putting on socks in the house because she wants to feel the cold floor with her bare feet. "You okay?" She asks pulling me out of my thoughts with her hands on my sides and the action just turns me on even more. She tiptoes looking at my eyes then lips before crashing them on mine hungrily. It's been a while since we had sex and I'm surprised i wasn't as horny throughout.

She takes my hand and leads it to her already wet area. "So eager are we?"i say it in her ear before she guides my movement on her sensitive nub in slow motion with her eyes not leaving mine. I get frustrated with how slow she's moving my hand and pick up the pace because of how much i want to see her react to me. She curves her mouth into a perfect O moaning louder each time and i can't help but admire the sight, how she's biting her lower lip to contain the moans. I can tell she's close so i remove my hand making her frown a bit. I push her to the counter so she's holding onto it for support before kneeling before her and placing her leg over my shoulder ready to take my meal.

I lick and suck on her sensitive nub before inserting two fingers inside her and it just makes her moan louder than before because of how abrupt it was. "Please let me come daddy,"she moans running her fingers in my hair pushing me further into her and i let her, all over my mouth and fingers and i lick her clean before getting up licking her juices off my fingers with her watching. "I want you to fuck me so hard i forget how annoying you can be,"she says making me chuckle Abit despite how serious she is. I pick her up with her short legs wrapped around my waist tightly and slam her on the wall making her gasp in pleasure. I insert my member slowly letting it fill her.

"You're so tight for daddy,"i say with how i fit perfectly inside her. I thrust slowly but roughly hitting her g spot each time because of how big i am. I pick up the pace with her nails digging my back. "Yes daddy just like that,"she moans loudly and it's like music to my ears. She arches her back leaving her neck exposed and i suck on it roughly before moving to her bouncing breasts that are just begging for me to put them in my mouth. I suck on her rock hard nipple making her moan even louder and uncontrollably. I can tell she's close because of how her walls are tightening around me and so am I with how good she feels.

"I'm gonna come,"she announces digging harder on my back with her nails and I'm not sure whether i like how the pain feels or not. He legs start shaking as i release inside her with how lost i am in how addictive she is. "Oh shit! You didn't fucking pull out!" She gets down losing her balance from both the high and her shaking legs so i hold her up properly. "I'm sorry i just got carried away,"i say innocently. I did get carried away. She checks her phone hurriedly and let's out a breath she must have been holding. "What happened to your unbeatable pull out game Fabi?"she asks smirking with her mood changing completely from freaked out to a total tease.

I role my eyes getting in the shower and she follows. I want to keep fucking her but i already told her it's on her terms so we shower in silence stealing glances at each other's privates from time to time and in some cases accidentally soaping them up for each other. When we're done we both go back to our day's schedule with me being late for my group therapy by 20 minutes but it was totally worth it. I don't completely hate the sessions but i haven't been able to open up about it but I'm trying. "Fabiana nice of you to join us,"the therapist says gesturing for a seat next to a blonde woman i haven't seen in the group before. She looks just like me when i first got here, ready for the door.

"Since everyone has already chosen their partners for the next step, Fabiana and Julie, you will be working together,"he says letting me know her name. "Get to know your partner outside the group and find out why both of you are here. The sooner you break the barrier the sooner you get to the next step,"he says to everyone.She looks over to me and her blue eyes meet mine. "Hey, I'm... Julie,"she says with her American accent evident as she extends her hand for me to shake. She  looks my age with her creamy white skin but nothing compared to my chocolate back home. My chocolate? How cheesy. I think to myself shaking the thought away. I notice that she still has her hand out and i shake it briefly. The last thing i want is to open up to some stranger about my life crisis. Once the session is over i leave as the first person like always but hear footsteps behind me.

"wait up!" I hear someone shout and turn to see Julie running over to me. "When should we start?should we exchange numbers to plan? I don't know how this works and this is me making human interaction in over a month,"she says out of breath and I'm not sure I'm ready to be as open as she is with stuff. "Number is fine,"i say bluntly and hand her my phone to put in her number and i do the same with hers. "I'll text you the time and place then?"she asks and i just nod ready to wrap this and go back home. Sometimes i feel like everything has blown over then i wake up after having dreams of dad and me when i was smaller and it all just comes back and makes it harder for me to even want to be outside.

He was my mentor and the person I'd go to when i needed business advice and the person I'd freely talk to about myself and my day to day stuff. Now i only had myself. Amelia does ask and tries to involve me in normal day stuff but it's not the same. She's already back to working which means she could leave any minute. I haven't even thought about what it'll be like when she's gone. When i get home i see a car i know all too well and rush inside. I find mom seated drinking coffee with Amelia just standing there watching her. "Ah finally you're here,"she says getting up and walking over to me to hug me and i just allow it. "What are you doing here mom?"i ask skipping the bullshit.

"I just came to see how my daughter is doing, is that so bad?"she asks with a smug smile on her lips. I want to say something but Amelia stops me standing beside me. "She was just leaving,"she says bitterly. i watch my mom grab her bag and walk towards us stopping just where Amelia is, "this isn't over, Mrs Scuderi,"she says mocking her with the last bit but Amelia doesn't look phased. What were they talking about? "How'd your session go?"she asks focusing her attention on me like nothing happened.

"What did my mom want?" I asks seriously curious because i know how she can get. "To get on my nerves clearly,"she scoffs walking away to the kitchen and i follow her. "It was okay,"i say same as every other day. Diana is already making lunch with Amelia helping her out but i can tell it's to busy herself from bursting. I get a text from Julie and I'm not sure how to answer it so i just reply with a thumbs up. This is going to be weirder than i thought.