Theirs- Completed

Chapter Twenty Nine

"Birthday girl!" I smiled, watching as Will, put his tools down and ran over. It had been 3 days since we went out back in Spain and I had barely left his side. The drive here, I stayed with Aiden and Luke. The crush was becoming a little overwhelming again so I was trying to pull back a little. Just give him the space to deal with whatever was going on with him. 

2 strong arms wrapped around my waist, spinning me in a circle which made me giggle. 

"Happy birthday beautiful. Did you get the flowers?" 

"I couldn't get out of my room without seeing them." He put me down. "Thank you, they're really pretty." 

"Anything for you. I know you're busy with the boys until showtime, but I've got plans for us when they're on." 

"Oh yeah?" He nodded quickly. "What plans? Do I need to dress up?" 

"They don't need to involve you wearing clothes at all princess." He looked down at me and I blushed. "I like this dress." 

"Thanks, my mum sent it. It's super flowy. Kind of feel like a princess in it." 

"As you should. Let's see." He took my hand, holding it in the air and spinning me quickly. "Oh god yeah, super floaty." I nodded as he pulled me in close, kissing my cheek softly. "How's your day so far? Sorry I had to leave so early." 

"No don't be, it's been fine. I went out for breakfast with Bails. He just dropped me off here whilst he goes to grab the guys." He nodded. 

"Hey Lil! Happy Birthday!" I turned and smiled at Jasmine. 

"Thanks!" She wrapped me in a hug. 

"Have you checked your phone? The boys all posted for you." I stood back, shaking my head and pulling my phone out of my little bag. 

"When did they all do that? I've been with Bailey all morning." I was smiling as Will pulled me against him, laying my back flush with his chest, his arms wrapping all the way around me. "Are they here yet?" 

"Yeah just got here." She nodded. I scrolled through social media, reading all of their wonderful comments. Aiden's picture of me pushing him into a lake last summer, just captioned with 2 hearts and Happy 25th Lil in the middle. Luke's post was just us 2 with out hoods up posing and goofing about. These were taken the night of the food fight, I could see the flour on him. Bailey had put a full paragraph about how I was one of his best friends and how grateful he was to have me here to make him cookies whenever he wanted. Nothing from Robin. Not even a text. I looked up at Jasmine, confused and not sure what to say or do. 

"Why hasn't Robin posted anything? Has he text you?" Will looked over my shoulder. 

"Oh um- no. He's probably busy." I shrugged, getting a notification through that Sophia had posted and had tagged me in something. "Soph has though." I pulled it up, photos from Friday night that she promised not to post, photos of us laughing with a drink in my hand, kissing the boys' cheeks and the photo of them kissing me. My face on full display and I could already see the comments cycling in. Some of those were private photos specifically taken for family.  "Um-" Jasmine looked over, taking my phone from me. "You said they were here?" She nodded. "Where?" 

"Lil-" I pulled myself out of Will's arms. 

"No Jasmine please, where are they?" 

"Dressing room." I nodded, walking past them both and answering my phone. 

"Lil?" 

"Erica." 

"I saw what she posted." 

"I'm going to fucking kill her." 

"Lil- breathe babe. It's going to be okay." 

"I'll call you back Erica." I hung up, turning my phone off. I didn't need the notifications I was inevitably about to start being bombarded with. I pushed open the changing room door, the boys spinning and smiling at me.

"HAPPY BIRT-" 

"Have any of you seen Sophia this morning?" I crossed my arms, looking at Robin. He still had the same look on his face he'd had for the past 4 days. Hazy and in some sort of dream world. I hope Sophia doing that to him was worth what was coming next for us. 

"I-" He tried to speak but I threw my phone at where he was sat. "What the-" He sat up, flicking through them. "When did she-" Bailey took my phone, flicking through himself. 

"Lil-" 

"I'm going home." I grabbed my phone back, turning to walk out. "I hope you 2 are happy Robin. I hope she's fucking worth loosing me. I'm done trying." I let the door slam behind me. 

"You're going?" Will stood there and I just kept walking. 

"I can't stay here. Not now." 

"Lil-" 

"Don't make this worse Will. Enjoy the rest of tour." 

"LILLY!" I didn't even turn my head as I kept walking down the hallway, so angry I couldn't even cry.  I shook my head slowly as we got into the alley that the back door led to. "Lil- don't go." 

"Get off me Robin." 

"No." He spun me around. "Don't go. I'll send her home. I'll fucking end it with her if that's what you want just don't fucking go." 

"I can't stay Robin. Between you and her and now this. They're already getting over run at work, I don't have a reason to stay anymore." 

"Stay for me." 

"For you?!" I pulled his hand off my wrist, stepping backwards a little further down the alley. "You have done nothing but cause fucking issues. We've been out here what 10 days now and we have barely had a conversation that hasn't been an argument. You promised me you had set rules out for her. That she wouldn't break them, that if I came with you, I'd be safe. And the only reason she has any of those fucking pictures to post is because I was trying to be friends with her for you, when you couldn't even put in an ounce of effort with Will? Now I have to go back to fucking London and have my face plastered all over. Did you even read any of the fucking comments? It's been up what 20 minutes? Every single one Robin is telling me to loose weight, too much makeup, too tight of a dress, too much cleavage, that I'm a whore for you 4 kissing my cheek, that I'm trying to split up you and Sophia by letting you kiss me when you two are so good. That I'm a fucking homewrecker." 

"Lil wait-" 

"No Robin. I fucking waited. I'm done fucking waiting. I thought I could do it. Sitting there and watching you with her, maybe if I distracted myself with Will it would help. But then you stood there on Friday, holding me like that, looking at me like that, whispering in my ear, like she wasn't feet away and I just can't do it anymore." 

"Do what Lil? You're not making any sense." 

"Pretend that I'm not fucking in love with you and like watching you with her hasn't been breaking my heart for 6 fucking months because I want it to be me. It should be fucking me." I stopped, eyes getting wide as I spun on the heels of my feet. Converse were the perfect choice today. I can't believe I just fucking said it. Just let it slip out so fucking easy. 

"You what?" His voice was low as I reached the end of the hallway. "LILLY. YOU CAN'T FUCKING LEAVE LIKE THAT. COME BACK." I moved into the crowd of people at the top of the alley, going about their daily commutes and it allowed me to disappear into them. Completely vanishing into nothingness like I never even existed in this space or time line.