Stars

4. Where Is Home

" Lorrena how could you?" John b screamed in my face. My eyes surrounded in tears waiting to fall down my face." JB how many times do I have to say nothing happened he was just helping me." He runs his hands through his hair." If he was helping he would have taking you back to the hospital." I turned away from John b as the tears finally fell down my face." Why would he. I hate hospitals they send me over the edge and you of all people should know that. Why do you think the room was trashed and I smashed the window?" I stared him down and he didn't say anything. " I blacked out John b. It was too much." My body went limp as I calapsed onto the floor as I started sobbing even more. John b be bent down and pulled me into him." I'm sorry Ren. I have been so worried about you amd if anything bad happened to you when you left the hosp-" I looked up at him." I know but I'm fine I just can't take being in places like that and I just thought you would understand that more." He didn't say anything. We sat there for about 40 minutes until Kiara and Pope came to the chateau and we all went and sat on the dock.

" You should probably go apologise to JJ." John b rolls his eyes at me and scoffs." Wasn't it awkward being alone with JJ cause the last time I checked you guys don't get along." Kie looked at me waiting for an answer. She always loves to dig at little things like this. I thought about last night but non of it was awkward. Oh apart from the fact he had to help me change. I made him look away so hopefully he didn't see anything." Nah we are... friends I think." Kie held back from laughing at me." Well that was convincing." I rolled my eyes at her. " yh well friends don't use other friend's rooms as their sex dungeon." Pope blurts out and everyone stars at him confused. " What. Ren your telling me you didn't realise the posters in your room and all the random girls clothes in there. He literally brings any girl back he can finds hooks up with her and bins her off. IN YOUR ROOM!" I star at him blankly. " JJ-" John b cuts off Pope." That enough Pope JJ sleeps In there when he stays over. That's it." The more I thought about what Pope said the more it made sense. It made me feel sick. If JJ was just staying In  the room and just using it to sleep in why did he feel the need to change the posters and move all my stuff around. Heck even some of my stuff has gone.

" Now you say that actually I wanted to ask where all my stuff is that I left behind." I looked to John b and a puzzled expression was all I saw." Its still in there. No ones touched it." I stood up infront of John b. " JB have you not noticed that stuff in the isn't the same. My dressing table is gone along with all the stuff on it." Just as I said that a familiar voice appeared out of nowhere." That would be my doing. You left and I had nowhere to stay so I took your room and made it my own." JJ said bluntly. " That's fine but did you have to move my furniture. You could have atleast given me a heads up." He rolled his eyes at me and sat down next to John b. " Where is all my old stuff." I glared at JJ. " I sold it to get my own furniture." Suddenly I was angry once again. "You what! Do you know how many things were sentimental to me in there." He turned away from me."Time to let go sunshine. Your family are ritch kooks I'm sure it won't be that hard to buy more furniture." He waved his hand in the air. Great now JJ has reminded me that I have a stuck up bitchy ritch mother who lives on this island and I will literally kill myself if I bump into her. With that I stormed off.

I lay under the glow of the moon as I inhaled the smoke and felt the burning sensation in the back of my throat. Finally my brain could relax and the only way was smoking a joint. I looked up at the stars. Damn they have it so easy. They have no worries or responsibilities and no abusive or stuck up parents to deal with. I wish I was a star.

" Hey you calmed down now." I turned to see John b with a smug look on his face. " If you going to come over here to piss me off then you can fuck off Bird." I gave him the finger as I turned back to look at the stars. I felt him come and sit across from me in the hammock. " Woah ok I'm sorry. You have loads of other nice stuff Ren I'm sure it's not the end of the world that JJ dold some of it in your room." I took another toke this one longer than the last.