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10. Pogue party

I ran through the front door into the kitchen towards the stairs when Sawyer stopped me. " Hey Ren what's wrong?" I turned to him knowing I can't just ignore him or lie." Kie and I have fallen out and we haven't spoken in a week. Me and the boys went down to the wreck earlier and she chucked water all over me and called me a slut." I explained in one big breathe. "I'm sorry Ren do you wanna watch a movie maybe? You can pick whatever you want." Fuck. I wanted to but right now I just wanted to get out of these wet clothes and be alone." I would love to but I just want to be alone right now. Maybe another time." He nodded and pulled me in for a hug. For once I really did feel like his little sister. We were never close before but I feel like we are getting there slowly but surely.

I flung my clothes off and put on a white tube top and some skinny ripped jeans. I put on some music on my phone and started drawing in my sketch book. I decided to draw my old childhood home in England. I didn't remember much of it when I actually lived there but we all lived with my grandma and when we moved out she stayed at the house so I used to go over there every so often to visit her. I was with her last summer actually. It was nice being there because I felt like I fitted in. It felt more like home. I had a British accent still which is surprising because I have been in America for so long and apart from my mother everyone else around me had some sort of American accent.

" Can we come in." I heard a voice from the other side of the door. Before I could say anything the door opened and the three boys piled in my room.
" Wow your room is huge." Pope said looking in ore. " How have you never seen her room before Pope you have known her for like 5 or 6 years?" JJ remarked." And you have JJ. Wait don't answer that of course you have." He rolled his eyes. " What's that supposed to mean." JJ shouted.

" Boys! Your disturbing my peaceful start to my afternoon so If you could be so kind as to hang out here quietly or leave." The three looked at me and stayed silent.Pope went and sat on my sofa while the other two started walking round my room taking everything in which was quite funny because they have both been in my room while Pope never has and he clearly  doesn't feel the need to be noisy.

" Omg I remember this day." I looked up to see John b holding a framed picture of us and Lilly the same one I was looking at on my phone over a week ago. " Yeah me too I miss her." I sigh and go back to drawing. " Jeez it's hot in here." Pope walks in my bathroom and opens the window." Fuck Pope wait dont-" By the time I could reach him my weed stash had fallen on the floor.

" You are just like JJ." I walked over and picked up the small bags off the floor. " Where did you get that all from?" JJ asks " Sawyer got it for me. Do you want to see something cool." They all looked at me with anticipation. " JJ open up my face cream over there." He picked it up and opened it in shock to find out it was actually a grinder that looked like a face cream pot. " How?" I did have an ordinary one I just had this one for when I smoke at home.

We all walked back into my room and the boys sat back on my sofa chatting while JJ sat on the edge of my bed. " What you drawing?" I added the finishing touches and put down my sketch book so he could see." I just finished it. It's my old house in England." He squinted his eyes at the drawing. " You lived in England?" I shook my head and giggled at him." JJ I was born there and lived the till I was three. Did you not notice I have a British accent. I still go to this house every so often to see my grandma." He turned away kind of embarrassed. "I assumed you just picked that up from your mom. Your drawing is really good though.

We all sat and talked for hours and decided to have a party but not just any party. It was a pogue only party. Soon enough there were people surrounding the outside of the chateau. I got up from my chair on the pouch to fill up my drink and wondered down to find someone to talk to apart from the boys. At this point I was really missing Kiara being with us I had no one to gossip to. The boys followed close behind me but I didn't think anything of it of course.