Blue Sky's Black Star's

but still. i feel bad for...

I couldn't sleep all last night. I was up thinking about Micah.

Are we going to break up? Does he even still like me?

I thought I was the one that was going to screw up the relationship, I was wrong.

I should have know he has flaws.

I wish he never had asked me to be his girlfriend.

I'm going to text Alex.

Me: hi Alex.

He didn't respond so I put my phone on the bedside table.

Maybe I should exercise today.

I got up, put leggings and a loose T-shirt on and threw my hair up into a pony.

First I'll go for a morning run.

I ran to the front door, put my neon Nike runners on and opened the door and walked out.

I put my music on my running playlist and put my ear buds in my ears and began doing a couple stretch's.

After I was done I got up and started running, I don't know where I'm going to run. I just want to run until my feet hurt and so I can clear my head.

The beat of lose yourself by Eminem pumped threw my head and I quickened my running.

Stop thinking of him. Stop thinking of him, I chanted in my head, that won't help at all because not thinking will make me over think!

I should have just went to the stupid party with my boyfriend.

He wouldn't have cheated, or would he have? And he even told me what her name is.

Ugh! Why is life so... Horrible!?

Then I slammed into something making me fall forward.

"Owwwww" I tried getting up but the something made a noise. Wait, huh?

Then the thing let out a groan.

"Oh my god! I am so sorry!" I said then covered my face with my hands cause I was to scared to see what happened.

"Its totally fine. I wasn't watching where I was going anyway." It was a guy I ran into.

I slowly uncovered my face and looked to see it was a dude. He had dark brown hair, clear light blue eyes, and light tan skin.

His skin was glistening with sweat and he was wearing exercise wear too, he must be running.

"I'm so so so so so sorry!" I told him again, but with way to many so's.

He smiled and got up from the cement that we were both sitting on. "No worries. I've been through worse, like living with my 3 older brothers who terrorized me all my life."

I smiled back. "But still. I feel bad for literally running into you while I was running. My head was somewhere else."

He extended his hand out to me to help me up and I took his hand and got up easily.

He was still holding onto my hand and said, "my names Cyrus."

"Hi Cyrus, my names, Silver."

I said.

"Thats a cool name, and very unique."

"Thanks. My real name is actually Silvia. You can call me either one though."

He nodded his head.

"Well, I gotta jet... But see you around?" I told him.

"Yeah. Okay."

"Bye, Cyrus." I called while jogging backwards.

He was still standing there looking at me.

He waved his hand, "bye Silver."

I turned forward again and started running like before.