Blue Sky's Black Star's

should I hate him?

Him: hey, how's it going?

Him: hello?

Him: silver? Did you fall asleep?

Him: I sorta feel like your ignoring me...

Him: Silvia? Can you call me or at least respond?

Him: I'm going to come see you.

Him: almost at your house.

There was a small tap on the glass window doors of my belcany.

Great. He's finally here.

I got up and went to the doors and opened them.

He was standing in the backyard under my belcany.

"I'm coming up!" He quietly called up at me.

But he didn't let me answer.

When he got up I was silent so he talked first, "uh, hey. Didn't you get my texts?"

"I guess I must have just fell asleep."

He frowned a little.

"What's wrong Silvia?"

"I don't know, why don't you go ask some random chick?"

"What're you talking about silver?"

I ran a hand threw my hair, "I saw you kissing someone else Micah! We haven't even been dating for a week and you cheat on me? Wow, aren't you as loyal as hell?"

He looked away from my eyes and at the floor.

"She forced me to kiss her."

A bitter laugh fell through my lips.

"Sure she did. In the video it didn't look like it."

"What video?"

I pulled my phone out and showed him what I meant.

"Look behind Alex."

He was quiet and didn't talk at all through the whole video.

A tear trickled down my face.

"You didn't even stop her Micah! You let that kiss your lips! And here I thought you liked me. I knew an us would NEVER happen. Your not even drunk either.

Right now, I really hate you. And I don't care if hate is a strong word." I shook my head.

"Okay, yes I did kiss Kayla. But-"

"I don't want to hear your screwed up reason why you kissed another girl! Just get out of my damn room!"

He stepped closer to me and reached out his hand.

"Don't. touch. me." I spat. I backed away while pointing to the door to show him to leave.

He looked at me with a pained expression. But I ignored him.

"Bye, Silvia." Then he walked out of my room and down the belcany.

I don't think I can ever forgive or trust him again.