Self-hated it's always there
It never goes away
Always reminding me I'm never enough
Always telling me that I'm overweight
Always saying I should just die
Every small thing sets it off
I forgot something on a test, hatred
I lost something, hatred
I did something embarrassing, hatred
I say something weird, hatred
I make someone upset, hatred
I make the smallest mistake, hatred.
My mind is my own prison
Never will I be free
Because it never goes away
No matter what my self-hatred is always there
Telling me how much of an idoit I am
Telling me I'm not enough
And all I can do is just agree
Because as much as I want to deny
My self-hatred never lies.
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Waves Of Thought
PoetryThis is a collection of my thoughts and emotions written in free verse poetry. I write down these "waves of thought" to help process the feeling of existence "These thoughts have made me a prisoner to my own mind And I'm not sure how much longer I...
