Jaylen Soo and his mom (Lily Soo) move in with his stepbrother and stepfather. It's difficult for him to get along with his stepbrother.
"Why doesn't he like me?" Jaylen seems to asks himself quite a lot.
Racism, Homophobia, Drugs (Weed) , Strong l...
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Jaylen (Jay) Soo POV:
Oh shit. I kissed Junior.
I lunge out of my bed hearing my alarm blare. We have school today? Shit. "Jaylen! That's the third time your alarm has went off. You're gonna be late!" I hear my mom shout from outside my door.
I let out a sigh and rub my hands through my messy bed head hair.
My head begins to hurt remembering how Kavari and I kissed.
More than once.
Oh my gosh, is this incest?
But we aren't related by blood...
Our parents are married though.
Oh my gosh. Is this some Alabama shit?
Oh my gosh. I kissed him? Oh shit. I touch my lips in memory. Our lips thrashed together as I laid on his bed. His captivating eyes.
The smell of his cologne.
His tongue on mine.
His hand around my throat.
I kissed him?
And I liked it.
I kissed Kavari, and I liked it.
I need to take a cold shower. ———
I expected Kavari to at least bring up the fact that we kissed. He didn't seem to regret it. At least I hoped he didn't. We were in his car at this point. All morning he gave me the cold shoulder or simple dry responses that I didn't care to hear about.
My stomach was nauseous and my head was pounding. I had the munchies, I could eat anything that was given to me at this point.
How much did I smoke?
A lot.
I felt so relaxed to the point where I decided to kiss Junior last night. I mean, it was something I've always wanted to do, I just didn't think I'd actually do it. But did Junior really want to kiss me back, or was he just caught up in the moment?
Kavari pulls up to school finding a parking spot. I stare at him as he drives with one hand. Has he always looked so attractive driving?
Yeah. As he puts his car in park, I can't help but notice he looks like he wants to say something. Yet he doesn't look at me. Why won't you look at me, Kavari?
He gathers his keys and backpack from the backseat. "We're late, cmon." He says. Yet his eyes don't meet mine. Why won't you look at me? ———— "Bitch, you did what?" Kyah says looking at me with big eyes. We were in Art class. My favorite class honestly.
