Demon slayer yandere

Part 7

once we had woken back up sensei took us out to the moutains so he could train us for water breathing but there was a slight problem with that seeing as how there were two big obstacles for kina. First, she was someone from the 21st century where the terrain, clothing, weather has about a billion differences and second, she was trained in hand to hand combat but adding in swords all of a sudden is something that was almost impossible for her. so not only was she not used to using a sword but the breathing style of water was too-gentle- for her to understand. urokondaki showed me how i was not well versed in the water styles at all. He said that my heart was too angry, lost and lonely to ever be similar to water even a riptid. (which i think is being overdramatic). appearently  my heart was more like the moon, graceful yet powerful, im not just a tide...i control it constantly working to keep balance. 

basically my will was so headstrong that unless there was another goal just as strong as it, then i would do everything i deemed rational to change the outcome of something no matter what. his words concerned me as i realized he couldn't teach me all the same things he would to tanjiro. welp taking try and become the 2nd main character off my bucket list. i grabbed onto my leg trying to fix my bandages on them when i realized something that is common enough and i don't have to learn a style. "what if i used daggers laced in wisteria perfume". sensei thought about it for a moment and agreed. He taught to me the forms of all breathing techniques except for moon breathing since its a demon technique and not supposed to be available to humans. "these will help to confuse you opponents with your style and by the time they realize you have no real style to counter there head will be rolling" i nodded to my sensei agreeing to his words. "we'll have better daggers imported later but for now you will use these" in front of me were daggers attachted to a chain and a large machete with red and black string laced across the handle. 

"these will be your secondary tools, use the wrist daggers for far combat, machete for close combat while your still a beginer and use the regular knifes whenever". i took the daggers of his hands and attached the cuffs to my wrists while putting the machete into its gold and black holder and put the strap across my stomach making the machete holder to be on my lower back. i tightened the strap so it wouldn't be loose and have any give for someone to steal it but just enough room for me to move around with it. i pulled on the wristbands tightening them as well and gained a really nice idea that might help with protecting myself.

when i had finished fastening everything sensei told me to swing the chain daggers 1000 times a day on both wrists and form new technique's with them after i had learned the basics. he also gave to tanjiro a sword and told him to swing his sword 1000 times a day since i had to do the same. i turned to tanjiro and gave him an apologetic smile to his distraught face but i busted out laughing because of how weird his face looked making him smile at me in confusion. i held my hand on his shoulder while laughing and in between laughs i spoke out "pfft....tanjiro i love you..pfft... yknow that but pffft BAHAHAHAHHA OH GOD YOUR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS" tanjiro blushed and held his hand up to his face covering it from me "s-shut up" he walked off while i was still cracking up not realizing that in this era saying 'i love you' always sounds like a confession and the people of this era dont use it lightly.

soon after we had finished training and the sun was going down we started to head back to the house till halfway down i remembered i left my machete back at the middle of the mountain. "hey tanjiro im going to head back up i left my stuff at the mountain please tell sensei that i needed to train longer" tanjiro turned back to face me "but demons will come out i don't want you to get hurt" tanjiro grabbed my hand and gave me puppy eyes "cant you grab it tommorow?" i smiled weakly at him "ive disapointed enough people who were kind to me i don't want to add sensei to the list" i slipped my hand out of his, missing the warmth  compared to cold of the on coming night. "please tanjiro" he turned away from my face and nodded reluctantly. "but if you're not back in a hour im coming out to look for you".

i smiled and started to run up the mountain while waving goodbye to tanjiro. i had finnaly made it and picked up my machete off the floor and put it back into its holder. i felt the night air swirl around me and for once in a week since being here and was able to actually enjoy the fresh air and hear the wildlife come to life. it should be fine for me to go up there for a little bit.

i started to head up the mountain passing a family of deer and some fireflys. i made it to the top of the mountain where a black and white fox followed by a young gray fox were. they all stared at me but just walked up to me and nuzzled my legs showing me no anomosity. "oh here animals are okay with humans because there's....balance" tears started to leave my eyes as the gray fox tried to calm me down. i pet its fur lightly and looked up at the moon staring down on me wondering if my family was looking for me, mourning for me or angry for me....... i smilied down bitterly. i never wanted to go to college but now that ive lost the chance, lost my life, lost my family...its all i want to do now, i didn't even get to see any of them before i died. my dad was inside to find my sister and my mom had been pulled along with the crowd. 

i looked up at the moon with a tearstained face with the realization of everything was seriously affecting me.  i have no family in this world no shoulder to cry on, no one i truly know all while knowing the half ending of this world while trying to avoid dying. tears pooled out of my eyes once again not knowing when to end when all of a sudden, warm arms wrapped around my neck hugging me softly but still tight. it was tanjiro. "what are you doing here" my voice cracked slightly due to the crying. "its been 2 hours kina" my face hardened on accident and i started to close myself off from tanjiro while wiping the tears off of my face and waving goodbye to the family of foxes. tanjiro grabbed my wrist before i could walk away far enough he pulled me back to him and hugged me again from the front. For some reason even though I knew I was taller than him I still felt small "you can talk to me for whatever ill be here for you always" my entire body was screaming at me to hug him back i wanted to hug him back i truly did but i cant lose another person. i pushed him off my softly. "tanjiro your going to lead an awsome life, people will surround you and your sister because your amazing people and you deserve it so dont worry about me, nothing good will come out of knowing me" tanjiro shook his head making it harder for me to leave him. he spoke out "then be one of the people that surround us-" i stepped back from him shaking my head.

he only stepped closer to me " you sound like your trying to run from something" stop it stop trying to come into my heart! stop it! "i can protect you so please let me help you" i stared at him for a long time considering if i could trust him. "just....dont die" if had known......i never would have.......given him a place in my heart.

(ooooh whats finna happen in da future what am i planning :0)

(coming from the future i really didnt know what i had planned)