the scene was replaying in my head on a constant loop.
the webs falling down and only being one second away from death until a blur came in front of me as they faced me, but when i looked up i couldnt see there face, i dont remember what he looks like, i dont remember what he sounds like....why cant i remember i want to remember before its gone. pieces of his face were visible like his eyes that were constantly shut except for the one moment that showed his eyes but they were filled with....hate. then the webs fell, the blood was sprayed as i felt my heart crumble until my vision got spotty alerting me i was about to wake up.
when i woke up i felt fluffy hair under my neck and hands wrapped around my waist. still not being fully awake i raised my hand and scratched the fluff trying to feel around it until felt something shift as the arms hugged me tighter as i woke up fully to see tanjiro clinging to me like a koala. okay sure this is cute but the respectful tanjiro i know would never climb into bed with an unconscious woman unless they either forced him or made them feel guilty which i 100% have not done. i tried giving him a light push but that only made him hug me tighter till i tried putting all of my strength into pushing him off but it still wasn't enough. okay that feels slightly...worrying. ill have to work on arm strength more often just in case. "tanjiro wake up" tanjiro stirred slightly and then woke up as he rubbed his eyes still holding onto me. "...good morning" i put on a tight smile as i pulled myself away from him trying to ignore the memory i had "yea same to you-" i looked over to zenitsu who looked oddly small until i remebered that he almost got turned into a spider and i busted out laughing "pfft-zenitsu your looking a little- pff- short down there" he turned away from me embarassed and tried hiding his face with his arms but they were too freaking short "BAHAHAHAA ZENITSU YOUR GENUINLY SO SHORT RIGHT NOW I CANT- I CANT BREATH PFFT AHAHAHAHA" zenitsu fumbled with a pillow until he finally threw it in my direction as it hit me in the face making me fall backwards onto inosukes bed hitting my head on his hard ass knee. "i feel like all of you literally have steel placed somewhere inside of you, first it was tanjiro's forehead and now its inosuke's knee zenitsu are you hiding anything of your that is hard that i should know about" i could hear zenitsu freeze on his bed "my dic-" "im sorry for being so weak" inosuke spoke out cutting zenitsu off with his hoarse voice as i whipped my head to him worried about how mellow he was as we all tried to comfort him "nah you did great" "yea it was awsome" i felt like inosuke had become more calm as his breathing slowed probably meaning he was sleep. "yeah i think its time for you all to sleep again" they all nodded, except inosuke since he was already sleep. inosuke snuggled into his bed as tanjiro was still in his but he held up the blanket with one arm as if he was expecting me to come lay back with him. i stared at him for a moment trying to figure out if i wanted to ask him some questions about his...behavior but i went against it and just smiled slightly "im going on a walk-" "ill-" i shook my head "tanjiro i need a moment to myself its just been a lot of things that have happened, i need a moment..." tanjiro shifted getting out of bed and put a palm lightly on my cheek (FACE CHEEK U HORNY MF) and another on my wrist where it had bruised as he rubbed it softly "don't take to long, or else... i'll find you" he tightened his grip on my wrist pushing into the bruise but just as quick as he did it, he left it alone and stepped back from me as i took a step back watching him till finally i made it to the door and shut it.
TANJIRO POV
i watched as he was split to pieces. I was close enough to stop it but I couldn't...that's not true I just didn't want to do it at all and miss seeing how horrified kina had looked. That face always made my heart feel....light. i used to hate this feeling whenever i saw kina in pain but now i absolutely crave it. the way her face looks so stoic or happy whenever its a regular day but that what those 'outsiders' see. i see everything, i see how her pupils dilate when she's scared or how she'll bite her moth when she's trying to hold things back but the most exhilerating thing is the smell of her fear. ohh how it makes my blood tingle as all the stress falls away as soon as the sweet scent hits my senses but it does leave lots of stress in...a different area. Though I do hate when she keeps trying to make connections with others as if I'm not her true love. She keeps allowing these men to touch her but it's all right! I'll just make sure to set the stage again and make the deaths seem like a unfortunate accident. Yahaba was pretty hard to kill off but it's all so Kina will realize that I'm the one who will stay with her forever and no one not even my soon to be okusan and holder of our children.
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I can't wait!
(Okusan means wife in Japanese)KINA POV
I walked out of the room and started walking aimlessly just thinking, letting myself be consumed in myself. He jumped in front of me. To save me all because of this stupid form. I let myself get attached because he just wanted to be my brother? How stupid of you kina you knew he was not fully in the right state and he died believing that those feeling were 100% his choice. All I needed him to do was stay hidden but even that wasn't enough....maybe if I go to muzan he can somehow bring Yahaba back? Maybe if I get far enough from the wisteria and- "pretty far from kocho's mansion" i looked up to see tengen sitting on a tree swinging his legs as if he was a child. rui. "just was taking a walk and got a little caught in my own head" he jumped off the branch and took quick strides to reach me but the closer he got the more my vision blurred making it look as though i was seeing rui and not tengen. the second he took another step i had reached for my hatchet only for it once again to be gone but suprisingly tengen had stopped walking closer to me and only bent down to my height trying not to seem super big. "why are you scared of me? i havent done anything that might cause you harm-" i squinted my eyes at him and pointed to my throat that was still visibly red and that was actually saying a lot since my skin is more milk chocolate. He coughed and rubbed his head "well that was needed since you might have gone feral with sanemi and then he would have a reason to keep you at his mannor and that would ruin my plans-" i took a cautious step backwards "what plans" he shook his hand and pointed over to the other side of the garden "my wives want to meet you and have a talk" all the tension in my body just left as i almost fell down from the simple request. "i can meet them now since i have time but just so you know im not in the best state of mind so i apologize for any actions i might do" he stared for a moment "flamboyant and brave! what an amazing combo!" he shouted out while laughing and reached a hand out to me but before i could retract, he had already scooped me into his arms keeping me secure as he lept over building but my mind was going a mile a minute. rui, hes trapping me, there from underground move now! if you dont he's going to die, you cant let him die! i felt the air around me get tighter and it was getting harder to breath but my shortness of breath only made tengens hold on me tighten making the memories stronger till i just couldnt handle it anymore and passed out.
(bro im so excited to write the next chapter i feel like yall been waiting for dis part for a while)
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Demon slayer yandere
FanfictionOne day a girl who lived in Oakland and trained in martial arts for 14 years was killed in a shooting and was transported into demon slayer. Too bad none of the characters are like she remembers the longer she stays there the weirder it gets Wonder...