Demon slayer yandere

part 21

(GUN VIOLENCE WARNING, TRAUMA WARINGING, VIOLENCE WARNING)

wep=those cuts you get that dont bleed but kinda look like cuts,  or when you scrape yourself with a slightly dull edge and it leaves a mark idk the actual name of these)

I looked around to see myself, instead of back in the room with my friends I was at the funeral before my death. During the first song I was looking around trying to speak but nothing happened. All I could do was move my eyes in random patterns but it was like the rest of my body was on autopilot. I looked up to see the lady in front of me pull out her phone and tried to see what she saw but when I caught a glimpse of what was happening it was too late. The sound of gunfire ricocheted in my ears as the first bullet was shot into the air. A warning. I heard my father yell for everyone to get down to avoid anything in case it was a shootout. Everyone started to run a fast as possible on there knees to make it to the exit safely group by group but unfortunately...i couldn't get up fast enough, my legs were shaking too much to stand and people were pushing past me and i almost was trampled on until someone picked my up by my arms and helped me stand but i couldn't waste time to thank him. I pushed my way out but a hand grabbed me, it was my sister she was being pulled into the bathroom by our cousins because they couldn't find my parents but foolishly i pulled away scared only wanting to be with my mom who had the keys but i did try to pull her out with me but i wasn't strong enough and her hand slipped from mine. I turned ahead to see my parents, my dad was yelling for my sister and once i told him where she was....he went back inside to get her leaving me and my mom outside with other people but what made me think i was going to be the one to loose my family was when i saw someone going back inside with a pistol behind his back.

....he thought no one saw it but i did, i saw him load it and point it to the one who started this whole mess, but i also saw my father caught in the line of fire with my sister behind him so i did the one thing any child who loved there family would do...make it miss. I ripped my hand from my mother and ran to the man tackling him making the shots miss my family. I turned back to them with a smile happy that i knocked the man out but they all were running to me with shock on their face telling me to run but the one thing i forgot was that there were two shots that went off......one missed, but the other... "...na"I felt the pain going through my body as my hand reached up to the pool of blood coming from my chest and tears rolled down my eyes "...ina". Sirens wailed, babies crying, people running, but the thing that hurt the most was not having my family by my side one last time. "Kina!" I immediately punched in front of me landing a hit on my shooter and I jumped on top of them, strangling them still crying "why! Why did you take me away from them! I'll kill you i swear i'll kill you-" something pushed me away as i felt arms wrap around my body hugging me from the back tightly stopping me from moving as i struggled to escape. I can't see who it is who's doing this, I don't want to die again! I bit down on the person's arm pulling out my pocket knife and aimed randomly hoping to hit something until a bucket of ice cold water hit my skin and I was able to see clearly. 

Zenitsu was on the ground holding a hand to his neck with yahaba standing slightly in front of him. Inosuke was the one crushing my arms with his hug and tanjiro was holding a bucket while nezuko was long sleep in her box. "...kina? Are you awake" i relaxed my muscles hanging my head down as i stared at zenitsu, almost crying "im sorry, im so sorry i didnt mean to- you werent who i thought...im sorry truly i, i need to go put me down" inosuke hesitated for a second but let me out of his hug as my feet hit the floor again and i walked outside into my room getting myself together. I walked to the bath and splashed my face with water and started putting on my pants "fuck fuck fuck! Great job kina, you choked your friend and nearly killed him" i started scratching my arm aggressively "there scared of me, im too nervous, i got scared of something that already happened" i felt a drip of something wet on my arm only to see i cut my arm with my nail. I stopped scratching and tapped my foot instead "i need to apologize, but if he flinches i have to leave maybe a month, apologize to inosuke for biting him especially to yahaba since if i had gotten free i might have injured him" i walked around the room frantically putting my binder on my chest hiding my boobs and slapped on my shirt, then the rest of my clothes, as well as my mask. I walked out of my room and walked up to the door entrance to theirs, hesitating to knock but it changed when zenitsu and tanjiro busted through the door tackling me in a bear hug and they apologized to me multiple times making all the nervousness leave my system as i hugged them too apologizing but me and inosuke just got into a fight because he squeezed my arms to hard and gave me wep marks to which he answered "you should be grateful to have gotten a mark from someone as strong as i!" and that was the start of it.

Time skip after the doc said were all good to head out and he gave me some calming pills)

the trip to our next mission was still slightly quiet but i kinda already new they were just waiting for the right time to ask about what, well who i was thinking about when i was strangling zentisu. while i was running with them i finally started the conversation. "listen if you have any questions, just ask cause this quiet atmosphere is no fun" zenitsu tripped slightly making me slow down "so kina why uh-" inosuke interupted"-whyd ya strangle the weird duck" i heard someone smack something and im guess tanjiro hit inosuke. tanjiro came up to my side matching my pace "what he meant is why did you try to strangle him" tanjiro was staring at me with a creepy amount of intense focus "who were you thinking of when you did it?" "was it someone before i met you" i stared at tanjiro and zenitsu  for a moment scared to break eyecontact cause for some reason lately, everyone seems too close on a regular to me. "..yeah i uh remember how i told you my family left me?" tanjiro nodded "so well they actually didnt leave me, i left them" tanjiro's eyes sharpened confused "i lived in a calm village but one day during a funeral we were gathering for someone went crazy and started killing others that were there with a gun but i saw that my father and sister had gotten cornered by the person so i thought i could save them and then go with them but i was wrong" i felt my chest throb in pain from the memories "i pushed the person hard and they fell down giving my family enough time to run thinking i was behind them but they man had grabbed me muffling my screams until he shot me in my chest right under my heart" it fell erily silent, the steps from our running fell deaf on the ears "luckily i passed out and a doctor found me, keeping me alive but my family was long gone by then so i just wandered aimlessly loosing all hope until i found your home and well you know the rest" tanjiro stayed silent his eyes still glued to me until zenitsu spoke up "ill kill him" my whole body froze as i turned around to face him with a lazy smile on his face opposite to my worried one "what...what did you say?" "i said ill hit him? are you okay kina?" i started running again. maybe i did hear wrong but if i didnt then something is very wrong here. 

(gaslighting 101)

finally we had made it to mount nagumo and had stopped for a moment to store up some stamina and as soon as we were ready to go zenitsu grabbed my sleeve while i was walking and suprisingly stopped my whole body with just one hand as he sat in a crouched position with tears coming out of his eyes "im scared okay! now that were here the creepy vibes it gives off are scary!" we all turned to face it trying to find anything but no luck. sorry this is all for the good of the plot but youll live i swear. "still, we cant just sit here" "i told you this guy was an odd duck" "how can you be talking?!" zenitsu yelled but all the courage went away as he covered his head with his hands again till blood filled up my nose. we spriNted over to it only to see a boy with strings attatched to his body get pulled into the sky and eaten by something. inosuke pushed ahead going in first "ill prove to my mate im the strongest aint nothing you twigs can do bout it!" i clenched my fist irritatedly "who the hells he talking about-" "nu-uh!" tanjiro ran in after him leaving me and zenitsu "y-your not leaving too right?" i turned to face him with a guilty smile "listen if you come in ill give you one wish it can be anything except marriage alright" i walked inside the dark forest hoping Zentisu would be more pumped up to go in but i was more worried about myself. i have my brother though....so it'll be alright, muzan said he would allow me to entertain him so he wouldnt hurt anyone i care for....so then why do i have this heavy feeling of regret in my chest....?

:D EMOTIONAL TRAUMA INCOME SOON)