miracle [N. SEBASTIAN]

"i love him."

[<3]

//authors note:: this is just a filler chapter. I wanted you to have another cute Noah and Kennedy moment because everyone seems to love them 🫶🏻 also I know they don't all live together but for the sake of the book, they do :)\\

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it's been about a week now, my mom went back to Virginia and I've been stuck in this room. everything is getting boring, not being able to walk sucks and I didn't realize that until I couldn't.

Noah is always helping me, always asking if I need something just so on and so fourth.

I'm currently staring at my laptop in front of me, apartments pulled up on every tab that's opened. mindlessly scrolling through, bookmarking ones I like to look at again and scrunching my nose to the ones that are definitely no's.

it's rolling towards 8pm, the boys are down stairs cooking. it's weird living in a house full of boys. and I mean full, there's 8 of them to be exact.

some boyish shit is always going on and I'm constantly being barged in on just to hear stupid jokes or something like that. it's cute, I'll admit.

Jessie walked in randomly one night and just stared at me, not saying anything before just randomly knocking something off my dresser and then left the room, purposely leaving the door open.

safe to say they like picking on me. I had to call Noah to get him to close my door. he ended up staying with me that night too.

there's a slight knock on my door before it opens to reveal Noah with food.

"you're a life saver, I'm starving!" I close my laptop and put it to the side.

he laughs and shakes his head before he hands me my plate and says something about how he will be right back.

every night he usually eats with me, the boys will occasionally come in here and join us. we watch random movies, like the low budget horror movies that just make you cringe more than anything.

tonight it's just me and Noah.

a random anime is on, Noah decided on it. we both watch silently as we eat.

we finish soon and he takes the dishes downstairs.

"can you help me to the bath?" I ask when he comes back in.

"of course, I'm gonna go start it first and then I'll come get you." he says walking into the bathroom, which is luckily in my room.

I watch as he turns the water on and prepares some things before he comes over and picks me up.

"wait, I need a kiss first." I say with a cheeky smile.

he just smiles and kisses me gently.

he pulls away, "mm one more."

he kisses me once more and the picks me up helping me to the bathroom. as usual he turns around so I can get undressed, sometimes he will have to help me but his eyes never leave mine.

once undressed he places me in the tub gently and then makes a move to leave.

"can you stay, please? I don't want to be alone tonight." I ask shyly. I wanted to talk to him instead of sitting in silence. I wanted his presence there with me.

he nods and sits opposite of me on the outside of the tub. the bubbles in the water cover me but he still won't look in my direction as his face flushed red.

my feet are hoisted out of the water so they don't get wet.

"you're so awkward. I'm completely covered babe." I giggle at him. his face reddens more.

"baths are so relaxing, you know? they feel great. they aren't my go to but I love them every now and then." I'm looking up at the ceiling before I look back at him. we make eye contact and he's smiling.

"what?"

"nothing. you're just beautiful." he smiles.

a blush forms on my cheeks.

without thinking I take my hand and flick a little bit of water at him leaving me to burst into a fit of laughter. he laughs too after he gets me back. the two of us laughing.

we soon calm down and the room is filled with a comfortable silence.

"can I," he starts. he's a little nervous. "can I wash your hair?"

I give him a sweet smile and nod my head.

he wets my hair before rubbing shampoo in my scalp.

his hands run through my hair gently, every time he hits a knot he says sorry but I didn't mind. it's relaxing.

he takes his time running the products through my hair and thoroughly wash it out making sure not to miss a spot.

he steals kisses which makes me giggle, every chance he gets, he takes. the action warms my heart.

the moment is pure bliss.

the man I love showing me what being loved is truly like.

the man I love.

the man I love.

I love him.