POV: DOVE
¨Dove get the fuck up and get your big ass up for school bitch¨ I hear my mother yell . I get up in few minutes after because I really don' t feel like getting hit or fussing at this morning last night was enough, to be honest.
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Dove you big bitch I know you hear me get yo fat ass up and go wash 'em fuckin dishes Dove mother said as she busses in Dove's rooms
Dove doesn't even flinch being used to her mother's nasty words towards her she just shakes her head yea and try to make her way to the kitchen fast as possible. "Look bitch I'm tired of you acting like you can't talk", her dove mother Janaè tells her as she pushes her to the floor taking her anger towards her because her boyfriend stay out all night again. "I. Hit Can't. Hit Stand. Hit Yo. Hit Fat ass." Dove mother kicks her in her stomach with each word making sure to not hit her face because she has to go to school after a while dove's mother gets tired and leaves Dove on her floor with a blank face and no tears because there no more to cry, no hissing in pain because her pain is her comfort. Dove lay on her cold hardwood floor with her mother sins laying with her.
Flashback over
After zoning out thinking about last night's abuse I just shrug my shoulders and continued to get dress while finding something to wear . I can't help to think about the boy from my class he was so handsome no , pretty and his birth mark on eye was just something to dream about and how he defended me. I was taken back because nobody ever did that for me not even myself but he almost got me in trouble and I already have enough to deal with honestly. So imma have to keep my distance for him.
I'm in a battle between life and death each day I can't tell who's winning . I look at the computer my teacher got for me secretly check the time since my mother refused to buy me a phone . It's 7:08 and school starts at 7:30 and my school doesn't use school buses so I have to catch the public bus as my transportation to and from school. To make get there early I make way before my mother notices I'm still here.
POV: Aires
"Baby you took anything today," my mother asks softly to me. "No ma" I answered not sounding like myself because without pills, weed, alcohol I'm not myself. "Ok, baby I'm off to work I'm proud of you finish getting ready for school" I watch her lie as she closes my door because what's there to be proud of I'm her eighteen-year-old son and addicted to drugs, sex and everything else I'm trying to stop but every since I saw my twin brother be killed in front off my own eyes I can't sleep without seeing his life drain from his eyes so I take drugs and whatever else to forget the feeling of hurt, my pain, his pain. When he died he took me with him the whole me since then I haven't been myself and I won't because I'm nothing without him.
To be honest I'm the reason why my mom moved us out here because after Leo's death I went to parties, and stay out all night and her last straw was with the girl I had hooked up with on drugs had a pregnancy scare and I hadn't remembered having sex with her turn out it wasn't mines but the fact I couldn't remember my mom said I was losing my soul.
"MAN FUCK !" I call out after thinking about my past I get mad because I should have done something more to help him. I feel like a disappointment to my mom my brother and myself. So I go under my bed and pull out my Stash Feel with weed and shit I told the truth when I told Mom I didn't take anything so imma just roll a couple of blunts and go with my mood after about 20 minutes I get dressed and head to school.
I pull up and see Dove walking towards the entrance so I get out to catch up with her. "Good morning beautiful," I tell her not expecting her to say anything back but I see her blush and do a short wave and that's good enough for me and I continue to follow her to homeroom because her presence is calming to me and she smells nice. I took in her outfit, she's wearing a white top some blue jeans that hugs her shape and some ones.
"Hey Baby" the girl from yesterday comes for behind me and knocks me out my thoughts
I walk clean past her cause who the fuck?
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Y'all can't lie I did my thing tell me what you think, I'm bad on my bs love y'all lots until next time M out ! ( add more to this chapter)
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Genel Kurgu"You can't fix me, I was made to be broken" "Who told you em lies" "No one they showed me" "They told me the same, look at me now"
