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Your distrust in the troupe hadn't gone away. Kurapika had to know what you knew. Even if it meant that he would hate you. But not yet, you would wait until you all entered the room. The door shut behind the group, as you took a breath, sitting in front of Kurapika, staring him dead in the eyes.
"The spider." two words came from his mouth, as if he knew what you'd came to talk about.
"What does it mean to you, Y/N? You seemed to have lost faith when I told you what they did to my clan."
"Kurapika..." you began, "I.. need to tell you something. I'll, start from the beginning."
He looked at you, eyes full of distrust, and you began, "When I was 9, Hiso-nii came back.. home with a strange look. The innocent child I was, I didn't realize he would attack me and approached him. Later on, I woke up to see him and a member of the troupe, Feitan Portor. Feitan taught me all I knew for a while, and soon he grew so accustomed to me that he brought me along to troupe meetings. I continued learning from him of course, but learned more as well from the boss of the troupe, Chrollo Lucilfer. Earlier this year, I asked Feitan if I could take the exam and he allowed me too. I had no idea the massacre occured.. I'm so sorry..." You couldn't believe yourself. You had just given away so many troupe secrets, and for what? Some teen who has his mind set on vengeance? He was bewildered, but after a moment he asked, "Are you like them?" You sighed and told him, still surprised by your complete honesty yourself, "Probably somewhat so. I was influenced by them, I spent three years seeing hardly anyone but them... are you mad?"
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"I'm not mad, I..." he stopped himself, "Do you want to stay with them? Are they keeping you against your-" You interrupted him, "I'm not sure anymore. They've kept secrets from me, I don't know anymore... I'm sorry."
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"Don't apologize, it's not your fault you don't know, and I won't make you leave them. They're probably to you as my clan was to me, but if they ever hurt you or anything and you want to get away, I'll be there for you." he said, handing you a phone number, "Take this, and let me know if you ever need to get away from them." You nodded.
a/n: bro my browser being real goofy right now and istg if this doesn't save-
"Aheh..." Gon laughed nervously. The two of you looked over to see all your friends staring at you, eyes-wide and full of discomfort. "Umm...." Killua added. "Well, uh..." Leorio fumbled. "Well, uh... How are y'all?" you said in an attempt to cleanse the room of tension. No answer. "Good answer." you clapped. "Why don't we all exchange numbers, while we're here?" Kurapika spoke. "Yeah, good idea."
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four hours later... nighttime
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"What time is it?" you asked. "That clock on the wall says it's 11:30, it's probably night by now. Why?" Kurapika said. The tense aura between the two of you remained, but you still answered, "Oh, I'm just tired." Gon perked up, adding, "Me too! Let's go to sleep!" Killua rolled his eyes. "Yeah, you sure look tired." he said sarcastically. "I do?" Gon asked. Killua started yelling at Gon but the quintet eventually decided to go to sleep. You lied down on the couch next to Killua and Gon. After about 5 minutes, Gon started snoring.
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𝚆𝙸𝙻𝙳 𝙲𝙰𝚁𝙳 ~ Killua x Reader
FanfikcePotential. Your older brother, Hisoka, had always been sure you had it. When he attacks you and accidently forces your aura nodes open, he convinces the spider's second member, Feitan Portor, to teach you nen and combat. Within three years, you lear...
