𝚆𝙸𝙻𝙳 𝙲𝙰𝚁𝙳 ~ Killua x Reader

Memory x and x Hisoka ~ Chapter 3.5

"Goodbye Y/N!" the two called out, "We're headed to the auction!" 

You smiled and waved, but once the door shut the smile faltered. They would be gone for a while, and you were unsure what to do. 

What was it that Melody heard in your heartbeat? Could it have been the very thing you had ignored as long as you could remember?

Your memories.

You had no memories of the time before you were seven, when you first met Hisoka. That's right, you weren't biological siblings. Now you wondered again if that missing time frame was what you needed back. "Damn! What the hell could it be?!" you yelled, "You don't just FORGET your whole life!"

Nen.

That was the answer. Your eyes widened at this thought, knowing that only one person could've accomplished that. And you knew what she had done. Not for sure, but you knew her. And you knew what she would do in her situation.

Pakunoda was the only one who could know.

And she was probably dead.

"Damn!" you yelled. "Y/N, are you alright?" Kurapika said, peeking through the door. You'd just kicked the wall, and there was evidence of it. "I'm just rethinking everything, why?" you smiled sourly. He sat down on your bed. "What're you thinking about?" he asked. "What she said." 

"Melody?" 

"Yes." you responded, "About my heartbeat." He nodded, and you went on, "I can't remember most of my childhood to be honest. And I didn't realize until now..."

"That it's nen?" he asked. You confirmed, "Specifically, Paku's." 

"What do you mean?" Kurapika tilted his head slightly. You sighed, "She has an ability where she can shoot her memories to others, however if she shoots someones memory at them themself, they lose the memory." 

"Is there a way to remember?"

"I don't think so?" you shrugged, "But maybe like... retracing footsteps?"

"But I don't KNOW anyone from then!" you added. "Hisoka might know who to ask." he said quietly. You made eye contact. He pulled out his phone, and sent a text. 

DO YOU KNOW ABOUT Y/N'S PAST?

Minutes later, he got a response:

BUT OF COURSE! MEET AT THE USUAL PLACE, BRING THEM TOO! I'LL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT! ⭐^_^💧

"Kurapika?" 

"He knows." was all he said.

It was all he needed to say. 

The two of you rushed to an abandoned amusement park, greeted by the clown (i mean magician) himself. "Hisoka. Explain." he crossed his arms. 

"My my," he laughed, "Your not one for small talk. Well, I'll begin."

"One day, a little after I joined the troupe, Chrollo asked me to take Y/N in. He didn't want to kill them just yet."

"What do you mean?" Kurapika asked.

"Oh, that's right! You really don't recognize them, do you?" he chuckled, "Well, they're a Kurta too. After he was unable to get them to change to scarlet, he decided to keep them for a while. But he didn't want them to spend their whole life around the Troupe, that would be odd. So, he entrusted them to me. Y/N was only about 7 when this happened, so he didn't think the memories would be too much of a loss when he asked Paku to erase them. He intends to kill them whenever their eyes change color, by the way. And here's the most surprising part."

"Feitan wanted to protect them."

He smirked as you both stared at him, silent. Kurapika was shocked, and you as well, but you were having anime main character flashbacks, so yeah.

"Y/N!" an elder scolded, "You musn't be this far out. You know that."  You looked down sheepishly, "Yes ma'am. I'm sorry." She tsked and led you back to the village and you gazed around. "Why are we not allowed to go out?" you asked. "It's the law, Y/N."

"F/N, F/N!" you called to your friend, "I found a cute bug!"  The young boy squealed, "It's a caterpillar, aww!"

"Hey, not funny... please wake up." you sobbed "Where did your eyes go, what happened?!"  F/N choked out, "The spider."

"..."

"Y/N!" a voice shook you. Everything was red when you came to your senses. "Huh... what the..." you murmured. "Calm down." Kurapika pulled you into a hug. "It's okay. I won't let them hurt you. I promise."

His words were soothing, but remembering F/N hit you like a bus. No, more like a falling building. No, no. MORE LIKE FUCKING DEPRESSION-

"I remembered it."

"What?"

"The massacre." 

"..."

"Y/N..."

The two of you returned to see the two boys waiting impatiently. "Jeez, where were you guys?" Killua complained.

"..."

"We were meeting Hisoka, it..."

"We can tell them."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah."

And so you did. Every last bit. 

"What the fuck?" Leorio spoke up. "Yeah, pretty much." you nodded.

"..."

"..."

"..."

"Aha... anyway, Y/N, we're gonna get into Greed Island. Wanna try out with us?" Gon chuckled nervously. You shrugged, "Sure. I guess so, Kurapika has to leave for that job he has."

"Don't you work there too?"

"Oh, they refused to hire me. Lmao."

"Did you just fucking say 'lmao'?"

"..."

"Yeah."

"Your a menace to society."

"Mm, yeah."

"Dennis the menace!"

"STFU LEORIO THE ADULTS ARE TALKING!!!!!1!1!111!!1!!!!

"..."

"mean."

"Me and Gon are gonna find Hatsu's now."

"Aight, good luck. I'll be in the floor crying if you need me."

Y/N has found out about the motherfucker Chrollo n the gang being shitheads. Will a new narrator be here for Greed Island? Do I give a shit? NO! Will the homies and the gang meet up? FIND OUT WHENEVER I DECIDE TO WRITE AGAIN, FU-

DORE HODO YUME NI F-

914 words. I spoiled y'all last chapter, get over it.