Misfit toys

Catch me if I fall

Riley p.o.v
It's been three weeks since that day and the memory still hunt me. I try everything to forget but it seems like nothing works I found myself drinking every night just to keep the nightmares.
I close my eyes for split-second trying to catch a night of rest and my breathing slowly and I fell asleep for the first time in weeks.
Dream state

I was walking down the school hallway is everyone eyes stared at me the dirty stared we're getting hard to ignore my heart began to race in the hallway seem to get darker " slut!" I heard someone scream at me my heart broke I started to walk faster down the hall laughed out loud when someone's arms wrap around I tried to break his grip it was too hard as he was put in my ear " your my slave now I own you bitch " his words were up to my mind as he had on tighter my waist is it hurt more. " no let go me Ryan please your hurt me" I said the tried to move in his grip the tighter even more causing me cringe and pain and stand at the end of the hallway was Lucas kissed Maya and my heart broke " why are you doing this to me just let me go I won't tell anyone I don't want to be with you anymore let me go" I cried out The tears roll down my eyes and it felt like the walls were closing in and everyone is against me and I was left alone.

End dream

Topange's p.o.v
I heard Riley screaming for my bedroom which scared the living daylights out of me at that fell off the bed " I'm up up " I says I pick myself off the ground I basically run to Riley's room as I see her squirm and scream in her sleep " no no " she screams over and over I tried to shake her awake but she continued to shake her head is scream for to be over the varmint she just stopped for eyeshot open tears fly out her cheek. " honey what wrong ?" She finally looked up at me with fear written in her eyes " please don't let him get me" she whispered and it broke my heart something at her scared had afraid " I can't tell you I can't I just can't" she kept shaking her head as tear fell down her eyes she looked a helpless broken as her brown hair blue everywhere and the tears hair brown eyes were heart wrenching at the bags under her eye grown from the lack of sleep " I deserve it I deserve everything as a terrible girlfriend he taught me a lesson he didn't mean it mama he didn't it was my fault" she get repeating over and over and over trying to justify whatever was going on " Did Ryan hurt riley tell me Riley now what he do" and she looked over to the window not going to look at me as if she looked at me her face would of cracked I pushed your face towards me " Riley let me help you I love you let me help you I'm your mother not do anything " I said her but she pushed my hand away " get out I don't want you here you don't understand you never understand He you love me mommy but I'm just a slut I'm a huge raging slut aren't you proud of me" her word were cold heartless as if something out of nowhere had took her over she bit her lip trying to hide the pain that was shooting out of her " i'm not gonna let you push me away not know Riley don't push me away " I says I wrapped her in my arms but she refused to have me back she refuse to show any emotion it felt like the life sucked out of her and that moment. She wasn't Riley he suck the innocent out of her and left a lifeless shell the lack sleep was driving her mad The memories hurt her for whatever was happening broke her that's a moment I wasn't a lawyer I was her mother and what hurts the most is I couldn't break her I couldn't get through to a little girl I wants carried in my arms and song night I laid there in bed with her the whole night until she fell asleep not wanting to move as I run my fingers to my hair " love you Angel "