Misfit toys

Something like perfect

Riley p.o.v
I was in hospital room not too long ago I was in a room just like this white walls they were hunting machines tell the story of your pain but today it was happiness all around with us all as my friend was sick but he never showed it smile was priceless. I saw a how his blue eyes lit up as he looked at Maya. " so are we going ignore the elephant in the room you two are getting married before us oh my god I would never saw the day." I joked I laid my head on your shoulder I seen how my eyes fell like she was afraid of something like she was hiding something " if I remember correctly she told me I had no chance, but I know she loves me I'm in resistible it's Farkle charm the ladies love me" Farkle said and maya slap his arms. " I better be the only girl loving on you," she said as she kissed him from the outside they look happy but I saw in her eyes she scared she feared losing him almost as much as I feared the outcome of what happened she did we both know him very well we knew him since 3rd grade and to lose him would break her because that was her Farkle and she made that very evident over the years. " you know I only have eyes for you my blonde demon" he whisper cousin her smile so deep her dimples dig in her cheek. " well I'm starving I think I can go for something other than cafeteria food right now sorry babe I have food real food be back though" maya said as she got up to from the bed and never realize how big she got I mean even her face blew up but the sweatshirt he was wearing barely covered her bump which peaked out of the bottom her skin was Oily she was growing her hair was a little bit messy but I could be from the fact that she's been stressing you can see the bags under her eyes for the lack of sleep she still look beautiful but just a little worn out as a the elastic in her sweats seem like they were ready to pop trying to hold in her belly. " hey Maya go with you, I miss spending time with my best friend in the whole wide world they have a lot of catching up to do." I said as I get up from the seat that I was sitting in me and head out Burger King down the street, we sat in silence for a little while neither one of us know what to say but I had a mind full of questions. " are you scared?" I said I looked over to her and she didn't dare take her eyes off the road. " I love him so much Riley and sometimes it kills me to look at him did you scared me that he won't be here hell yes but when I let him know that No because he needs me to be strong for him I can hide my feelings, but today made it feel so real today made it feel like I'm not good enough for him he could have died today, Riley my Farkle my bird she could have died I don't know what to do" she started to cry she broke down as a blue eyes seemed to glow from the tears, he pulled into the parking lot of the Burger King, I felt her pain I felt how every time she saw him her heart broke I seen in her eyes when the moment I walked into the hospital room they were connected not just by the baby she's carrying because they were soulmates " I don't know what I'd do if I lose him what I do if I can't hasn't had his arms around me what I'll do without his nerdy jokes and I'm babbling on about science and history and whatever crosses my mind what would I do without him because he all I ever knew. She turned to me not realizing that moment even the strongest people can be cracked and Maya was smashed with fear I got the car in the cool June weather and walked over to my side of the car and open the door. I pulled maya into a hug. " Maya marry him forget about all the worries for just a second enjoy every moment he's here don't stress about the things that you can't control don't waste time we don't have time to waste you." because she cried into my shoulder soaking my blue shirt what the water bottles here the spilling from her eyes. " riley and everything happens for a reason b...but sometimes I wish I know the reason," she whisper cracks voice was gone like someone had took the fight out of her. " sometimes life give you a thousand reasons to cry but you know what we're going to do your show life thousand reasons why we have to smile, just think in 3 months you're bringing life into this world Farkle will be right you hold your hand but we got to go to the hard days to get to the good ones the promise My I'll be right here we need each other or not whole without each other you're my yin and I'm your yang" she pull always for second her blue eyes met my brown ones " I love you you're probably the only thing that keeps me sane so here's my advice, don't let him don't let him win he's not worth your tears but the only way you're going to be okay Relly if he's behind bars I know how you try to hide things but I'm not just anyone I know you better than anyone Ryan is a monster no he's worse than a monster he's sick he's a sociopath that you were just trusting and it doesn't give him the right hurt talk to the detective just hear her out I'll be right there with you I promise I never want to see you fall that low." She said to me and didn't realized cried as she wipe tears " you know what really I love that you're not perfect and I know that's hard for you but I think that's what makes you real not saying wasn't before but that you had a heart break so deep that shook you to the core and I think you're more than perfect now you're in the imperfect mess now you can fit in with the misfit toys" she whispered she kiss my lips not in a sexual way something deeper something no one can understand somewhat for some reason it felt like love she was my sister and I love her. " okay let's go before this little boy have a heart attact you starving" she said as she grabbed my hand and led me into this Burger King we never said anything about that kiss because there wasn't anything to say and even to this day I still go on mentioned and after that everything got better we all try to enjoy life as we had it because the moment can leave at any given time.