Misfit toys

I hate you

I Dream about this day every since I was a little girl I still remember the day he left like it was yesterday. I remember my mom's face she cried the whole night. " come in " I whispered as I pull down my dress trying to look perfect and I didn't know why I care so much. " you look big, your pregnant?" he said and I just nod in my head as I look down at the ground feel ashamed. " Kermit!" my mother came out of the kitchen and I couldn't find word that catch in my throat " Kaitlin " he said and she pointed for him to come in the kitchen " can talk to you for second, in kitchen like now" she said her face was hard as a rock not showing any emotion i can tell Mother wasn't happy mother as she start shaken. he followed her into the kitchen I try not to overhear the conversation but it's hard not to they were screaming. " what are you doing, please don't give me that tired ass I came see Maye when I know damn well you don't give a damn about her." Mom said she slammed the dishes into the sink. " I changed I want to work on getting to know maya I messed up can't you understand that Kate you've done a lot of messing up just as well, I have I was 19 what you suspect" I heard him yell back and I Played with my fingers " you were 19 don't give me that crap you were 19 I was 19 as well she was three and you walked out you found some pretty little bimbo left your daughter" she replied with venom leaking from your voice you can hear how heat this conversation was getting. " maya needs her father I may not of been there when she was young and I regret it every day of my life I regret not seeing her wake up in the morning her blonde hair all over her face looking just like you, this is not about our relationship which I regret every day is about the one of the missing with my daughter" The screaming die down as he plead with my mother. " if you hurt her Kermit if you hurt her come after after you've my momma Bear protect her cub, she's an wonderful girl and she doesn't need the stress is already going through a lot baby with her friend so if you come back in you hurt her I will kill you I will hunt you down and and shoot you with my shotgun that you know I know how to use very well" she said Pain cause was gone and there was just too concerned parents something I haven't heard in years. I got up from the couch walk slowly to the kitchen and for some odd reason I thought myself knocking before coming in. " Maya I came all this way and I didn't get to talk to the girl of the hour, how you feeling?" He said I smile just wanted that love my father and I never had. " i'm fine actually surprising today he hasn't been moving as much as usual" i said rubbed my belly and he kicked. " I don't know if you like it but I got tickets to the circus thought would be fun you know you use to love it the circus when you were little girl." Before I can respond he got a phone call " I right back " said as he walked out of the room.
Farkle p.o.v
I was at the jewelry, trying find perfect ring for Maya. This was fourth store a felt the search was Dead End because just was perfect as my phone rung " sorry ma'ma I got take this"

Maya/farkle
Maya: guess what?
Farkle: umm idk save both of us the time and tell me
Maya: umm what crawl in your pant, maybe you such call me back when your not on your period."
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Maya: what hell going

Farkle: I...I..... I... Got ... Call you back bye.

Maya: you better not hung up or I will hunt you and murder you!!!

End phone call

The phone slide from ear as my heart felt my heart start pounded against chest as she smile at me " Farker bear what up, " she said as she hug me " Missy? I'm good you look good wow " I said quickly tried to backtrack my words but she just laughed " so good to see my favorite ex-boyfriend" she joke and I just smile almost forgot that we dated but how could I forget " hey if you get time we should catch up" she said and I just nod my head " um oh your a girl?" I said as I catch myself my feet in my mouth as she look at me confuse " I kind need a find a rings " I said as run the jewelry case," what kinda ring, promise rings or engagement ring" She said as grab my hand " actually a engagement ring." I said and she let go my hand fast as smack me cross the shoulder " No no I will not let you get married! Have you lose your mind! No is the cancer going to your head, why you get married your SIXTEEN, your not going to died your just sick farky bear." She rent as she continue smack me and I just laugh " it Maya I'm married Maya" I said and she stop as with eye grew sad " oh okay well I guess you got your dream girl , happy for you" missy voice crack as she tried hide pain " yeah pretty cool " I said " I know just what You look for actually, because I know that Maya don't wanna flash so maybe sweet heart " she walk look over every diamond ring until stop " there I can see this one please " I watch as she demand attention, her beauty took over the room and the back of my head I know I have the most beautiful girl in the world that loves me and I'm going to marry her. When she waves for me to come here show me a ring it has little pink diamonds surrounded by a huge rose in the middle. " perfect" I whisper in shocked she smiled with satisfaction " I know I'm awesome I have a six sense for these things it gift plus Maya easy" She said as smile at me link arm together, we pay for the ring. " you have let me take you out to celebrate your engagement please! " she said she gave me the puppy dog eye, I thought to self what go wrong
Maya p.o.v
My daddy and I was Carnival for the first time ever, and I felt of kid but I loved spending time with him as he won me a teddy bear I couldn't help but smile. " thank you " I said as we continue walk " May may, doesn't he make you happy" he asked as he rub the back of his head He just trying to scratch out the nerves. " well he just Farkle he so smart he's funny is he's never hurt me and it's he safe, Plus he gave me a great gift ever" I said as rub my belly " do you love because you say or do you love him because it only Guy for you?" He asked me I thought for a minutes " no but that's part of the reason love because he makes me feel whole, i've dated guys before but none of them ever measure up to Farkle he's so weird and funny and great person you can't but love him he keeps me laughing and I love that he thinks I'm the most beautiful in the world even though I look like a fat cow if I think that I been in love with him since I was 8th Carnival because he's always love me no matter if I was being difficult he love me." I was Ramble about all the reasons I love Farkle, saw the ice cream parlor my eyes lit up and I pull him inside. " okay okay may may we get you sum Ice cream " he said as we made to counter " what can I get you lil mama" woman said " I just of chocolate goodness I can I Get double chocolate and birthday cake ice cream gummy bear white chocolate chip. " I said to woman she made my Sunday when she was done and we sat at a table in silence " I forgive you" I broke the silence, he look at for second I know he had remorse in his heart. " maya, have to explain to you why I left. I was walking to the store, I thought about the reasons why you'd be better off without me, and I couldn't think of one reason I should stay. when your mother got pregnant, I was 15 was young and dumb I was not ready to be a father and then he looked at me with those Blue eye I knew I had to make you the happiest I could but you started getting older and I started not being there more often I was getting high spending all my money on weed I was nowhere good for you and your mother so I just got up and left one day and never came back. " he said by the end of the story I was in tears, my son kept kicking me I guess he didn't like the story much either. " I hate you didn't think that I can love you we were down I was three and you got up and left Riley been more to me than you ever were!" I said as him and this phone had rung again and I picked up. " that's your pretty little wife call you home to be with your family you know what you should go back to them" I said his phone and he said Farkle written across the contact, I close my eyes for a second hoping they can be what I thought it was. " he paid you to run back into your daughters life! some saddest crap,  you didn't love me you never loved me." I Scream  is a start up getting ready waddle away. " i'm that kill that fucking nerd " I hissed as he grab my hand. " Maya " he whispered I ripped my head off a grip. " don't you dare touch me in lying son of a bitch you're dead to me." I hissed as a sharp pain shooting through my stomach. I started to pee myself, quick realize that was case, when it was blood and mucus, My water had just broke. " fuck "