Misfit toys

Postive equals heartbreak

Farkle p.o.v
It start as tickle in my throat did Think much of it, I thought was a cold creeping up on me but Then coughing that worse as I started to cough up blood and my nose started to bleed in the middle of the night. It was like everything went numb as hear momma scream from door way and the room start to Spain I couldn't keep my balance everything went dark and I was afraid I was afraid of not waking up and if anything I was afraid I was dying and at that moment life seem to pass me by and the only thing I can think about but not ever find love, never being truly happy and the fear I'm not waking up the next morning.
Maya p.o.v
My eyes popped open in surprise and my stomach was doing backflips I felt like I had to throwing as I quickly jumped from the bed and race to the bathroom. I fell to my knees releasing whatever was left in my body my body was weak it's can take anymore as everything that was left inside of me was gone as I lay there in the ground. I heard footsteps and a small little bathroom that me and my mother shared " may may are you okay do you have a stomach flu something" my mother said she race to my side and I tried to hide the tears as I lay there on the ground hoping that this feeling will go away but it didn't instead it came back with vengeance as I got up and leaned over the toilet again throwing nothing but water because nothing else and mother hold my hair sing a softly in my ear. The tears fell down my cheek something stuck the back of my head because reality never seem so painful " mommy I made a mistake and I don't know how to fix it" whispered as I finally lifted my head off the toilet and wipe the leftover puke off my mouth. " please don't hate me it was once I was stupid I was drunk I was hurt " started to ramble as my heart begins to break and she just stared at me not knowing what to say " sweetheart you can tell me anything, and we can see what we can do we can fix it whatever is Maya!" She replied as she grab me in her arms " you won't love me anymore you're going to hate me you really going to hate me but I'm sorry I'm so sorry mama I know I've been a screwup since the day I was born" I cried harder into the shoulder As she hold me tighter in her arms. " I could never hate you Maya the day the doctor told me I was pregnant with you was the happiest day of my life Nothing you can do they can make me stop loving you" she said she rock back-and-forth with me to her lap on the bathroom floor it was cold the December night that bathroom floor " mommy I think I'm pregnant" The word slipped out my heart broke as the words bell because reality finally turned it ugly head she looked at me a shock she pulls away for about a second

Farkle p.o.v
I set up in the hospital bed as my mother tried to feed me vanilla pudding but I had no appetite probably because I was scared and mostly because I felt like if I ate anything I was going to throw it back up start into space as I looked at the hospital room The walls were mint green with white borders The clash with the machines that's surrounded the room there was a bathroom on the other side and there was a view of the city and as we were on the fifth floor thought about jump out to see if I can fly even though I knew it's humanly impossible but I guess that just sits in the back of my head just the urge to want to do something this dangerous instead of always living on the safe side. Can't understand how they always kept the hospital so cold The probably it was to scare you for the worse I remember as a kid every time I came here I thought I was going to die. " Ma are you scared?" I whisper to my mom As I saw her shaking " nope because I know I have a strong son whatever the doctor says we're going to get through this" she says the door slowly creeped open and my heart started to beat out of my chest every second he walked closer to my bedside " Farkle J. Minkus? That's a very unique name." He says as he smile at me hey quickly fell as you look down at the chart.

Maya p.o.v
My mother had left about an hour ago without word and I just sat on my bed trying to make sense of what was going on I kind of the daze, in my head hoping that I was just being over worked up I finally realized I missed my period without even noticing I thought I had a stomach flu but it's been over two weeks and I should've been had period . I heard all the stories about having unprotected sex but instead I went along and did it anyways I thought it was only once and what can once do to me well here is what one can do. The heat of the moment a second where we both felt vulnerable but in that moment we made at life and life is living inside of me i'm not really sure maybe I'm just overreacting maybe any second my period is going to start yeah it's going to start any second now. I heard the front door bust open and I mother pushed a piece of hair out of her face and she had a bag in her hand " didn't really know which want to get so I bought all of them there's clear blue and first response and a couple cheap ones and I thought if we get bad news I have ice cream and if we get good news we still have ice cream and we can just laugh about this" she said she gave out it a little laugh an awkward one that fill the room and I couldn't help the smile " I grabbed one without even looking and walked over to the bathroom.